lil dancer

2009-07-02T21:19:00.001+08:00

Haven't blogged for a super long time already cause I was down with stomach problems,had to mug much,had to dance much and was too lazy when I had the bit of time to blog!

Anyways,here I am now with a bunch of pics cause I love pictures and they speak a thousand words yes?

yay okay many more pictures to go.Like duhh I've been MIA for sooooooo incredibly long obviously I have many pictures yea!Anyways,I'm too lazy to post them all here since they're on facebook hahahahohohohehehe.

Last dance over and the truth hasn't really sunk in yet. I'm always slow in these things.In accepting the truth and all.Like how when my grandad died when I was in P4,I was still waiting for him after school 1 week later.Thoughts in a jumbled up mess now and I don't know what I'm supposed to do.I badly need a place to vent,to say,to express but I guess now isn't the time yet.

I need time. To accept,to admit,to finally realise

That it's really over.

2009-01-30T22:35:00.003+08:00

Long time since I've posted & life has been anything but great so far.Anyways,too many things to do,to think about at the moment,so i shall blog again soon.

I hope.

HAPPY CNY ANYWAYS!
I'm not late cause there're 15 days!

FYI,I got my IC and am very happy about being able to finally get it!Though I look pretty much like shit la hahahahaha

2009-01-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

Overdue pictures first,some from milleniums ago!
Crescent and Nan Hua sec 4 dancers at combined practice!

Yilin and I in school in the toilet.&I'm super guai")

Crescent and Nan Hua sec 4 dancers again!

Yilin and I in school again!and Daphine's tieing her hair in the background.

Dance Banner for CCA Extravaganza!cheena but damn coooool.

Laughing like crazy at the surprise cake in church on my birthday!Unglam bleah.

Yay not unglam anymore but i have cake on my face takes to Wei!Thanks for the surprise and presents Phos!")

Yilin and I yesterday,at crescent nan hua sec 4 dancers bbq.

shitty look fat here bleah.

yay camwhoring in the toilet at Amelia's house yesterday!

And camwhoring somemore at the pool!

Yay had truckloads of fun yesterday at Crescent Nan Hua sec 4 dancers BBQ.We suck at starting fire though,but it's okay!Think most of us had fun ya?Chatting,Tai Di-ing,fanning the fire,eating,camwhoring.Oh yea took a bus home yeserday with Liangyuan and Olivia from Clementi.Such an achievement!Think I would have been lost without them,or at least I'd been panicking like shitty.Jinghui went home earlier,hope you're better from your tummyache now!&Angelina accompanied her.HAHA she's pretty nice cause I heard she accompanied Lingyuan home when she was sick during CIP.

Oh which reminds me about CIP on friday.Super tiring to the max!Yilin and I carried this humongours computer set from the 3rd floor down the stairs which made us sweat like eeeewwwww.Then the truck came very late and we stayed cause we can get more CIP hours + it'd be very irresponsible and the teacher's would be stranded.Besides,the teachers were nice to talk to!Nick Liu,A Yeo,James Koh,Chanster and Mr Wee(only for a while)Talked about manymany things!Like old friends!") super cool to the max!Especially this line:Well,you can't blame a person for having a pathetic social life!With referrence to _______.YAY

That's about all.My last CCA Extravaganza's over like so fast shitty mama what am I going to do with such little time left -.-

Why do some people study so hard,slog their guts out,and still fail,while others slack around and ace exams?Life's unfair,I totally get it now.

0.0 SCHOOOOOOL.SHITTY

2009-01-11T20:58:00.004+08:00

Sometimes,it feels like nothing goes right.
Sometimes,it feels like I'll never make it,
Like I'm just a good-for-nothing,
That no matter how hard I try,
I'll still fail
and fail
and fail.

But I don't want to believe that that's me.
Even if that's me,I want to change it.
I want to stop failing,
stop letting so many people down,
stop making so many people worry.
I don't want to settle for 2nd best,
don't want to find that I can't even face myself,
don't want to be the loser who can't even do this.

It's ardous,exhausting,but I'm carrying on.

&there are some things I wish I could say,wish I could tell.

2009-01-08T20:53:00.002+08:00

I haven't been posting cause there's just too much to do.Had some gum "operation" thingy yesterday and cca extravaganza's on sat.(I know there's no link)Lots of work to do,lots of tests,don't even have time for a proper end-of-2008 post -.-

Whatever.HATE SEC 4 LIFE.AND I'M VERYVERYERY SCARED THAT I'M THE FAILURE FOR A MATH ENTRANCE TEST.DAMN I WASN'T THIS FREAKED OUT BEFORE I ACTUALLY TYPED THAT SENTENCE DOWN AND STARED AT IT FOR LIKE 2 SECONDS -.- I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL THAT IT'S SO UNFAIR.LIKE,I JUST TURNED 15!!!AND BOOM!HOMEWORK,TEST,SCHEDULES,EXPECTATIONS...AND O LVL CHINESE RESULTS ARE OUT ON MONDAY AND I'M VERY SCARED ABT THAT TOO.okay I was just ranting.

SHITTY.SHITTY.SHITTY.

2009-01-01T22:58:00.003+08:00

IT'S 2009!

Time really flies like voooooom!2008 was really roller-coaster liked.Full of ups and downs,but I still miss everything.But I shall post about that on the 1st day of school(tomorrow).And I so do not want to be a sec 4.Like so unfair I just turned 15,and then I become a sec 4!They should treat me with leniency for O lvls!

Anyway,I got CREAM already!Like finally!(Cream says hi.She's a super fast talker.)Cream is my build-a-bear bear by the way!She's very adorable,and the only girl amongst the clique 8 bears!Clique 8 only has 7 bears though.Cream(mine),Ice(Lingyuan's),Ainsley(Yilin's),Einstein(Angelina's),Prince(Jinghui's),Joseph(Olivia's) and Perrywinkle(Joanne's)!Yiyang doesn't have 1 cause he's a bear himself XD Got Cream yesterday when I went shopping with clique 8!The north people were late!&Joanne owes me 50 mins!HEHEHE.Anyways,got a top from Zara(The 4 early birds got 1 of each colour available)and Cream and that's all.

Oh yea CHRISTMAS was great!Phos surprised me with a cake ") and it just was really really great!Christmas party at night at all,and party on christmas eve.The love,the presents ") I was a really happy 15 year old!

Watchnight was great too!The songs,the sharing,the countdown...everything!Baked a cake with Wei and Kai 2 days before for Yashi and Darryl's birthday at Wei's house!WE NEARLY BAKED THE METAL SPOON!!!That was like,the biggest joke of the day!Our cake turned out like shitty,but Wei's mum managed to salvage it!She's a total cake genius!Anyways,celebrated their birthdays after that then went home cause I wasn't allowed to stay over -.-

KL trip was like Malacca trip.Lots of eating,shopping,but like alot more camwhoring ")

I shall have a separate post for pictures cause blogger is taking very long today!HMPH.

I'm still blogging and not sleeping(!)cause my parents are not home yet!Mummy went for a wedding dinner and Daddy went to pick her up.Oh wells.

This holidays was like full of reminiscing the past,trying to study for A Math,Shopping,Eating,Having fun,_________,thinking about the future(that's what happens when you're alone and the rest of the people are out or working or overseas),dancing,sleeping,putting on weight(sleep,eat,sleep,eat),dealing with stuffy shitty,going overseas with relatives,being even more vain,dressing abit more maturely,buying many shoes learning the art of buying 15 pairs of shoes at 1 go from my aunt...

&I can stop now.My parents are home!")

2008-12-21T22:38:00.006+08:00

Singapore lost to Vietnam!That's pretty normal though,we hardly even win anything.

Came back from Malacca trip on friday night.Bought less stuff this time round and more fooood.I love nonya food!Especially Rempah Udang!And so,I became fatter already!Need to diet but christmas is coming!!!Then after that will be Chinese New Year like super sooooon. -.- RAHH

Went to House of Gourmet with my parents and aunt+cousins today!Saw Joanne at the entrance,then went in and sawJinghui and Angelina and Daphine with sister!Then saw Lingyuan who gave me a big hug and flyers with"Lingyuan loves Rachel." and "Yilin loves Rachel." and "Angelina too." behind! ")Then,saw Yilin who looked like a butcher,or a butcher's wife!XD And Olivia came running out of the chiller with lots of ice!Yay was super happy to see everyone ") and then bought ice-cream then went home which made me a little happier than I already was!

Wedding tomorrow!Church wedding+Dinner!EEEK FATS!! XD

&I really hope to countdown to christmas with all of you!Lingyuan,Joanne,Olivia,Yiyang,Jinghui,Angelina and Yilin!
Oh and we're going to build a bear soooon!") And watch twilight! On the 28th!

Yay I'm a very happy giant!

2008-12-15T20:45:00.003+08:00

I THINK I HAVE MOODSWINGS!

&it's a vey bad thing!I'm either super depressed and feel like some shitty emo kid except that I don't slash myself like duhh,or I'm super high and happy and laugh for no reason,type and repeat my words 3 times to make a point,and punctuate conversations with lots of "hahaha" and "yay".

WEIRD.

Anyway,MISS RUSSIA IS MISS WORLD 2008!
She's super duper uber chio!like veryveryvery!

Seeseesee.Very chio yes?I'm so not jealous of her complexion,her figure and her height!

Oh there's 2 hours of little nonya today!&I don't know why.Maybe mediacorp knows that I'm a happy girl today so they decided to make me even happier!")

YAY DANCING AT CRESCENT TOMORROW!& we don't need to tie plaits!I'm so very happy.

&this is a veryveryvery big contrast from my previous post.Maybe it's cause I get to see my friends tomorrow ")OHOH AND LAOSHIII!!! Plus,I get to eat soya bean ice-cream.And I get to dance.Yay tomorrow's a super happy day!

JOANNENGRONGYAN.TEOHYIYANG.FASTER COME BACK!!!Oh and Joanne,I demand tai yang bing,even though I'm already a fatty bom bom.hehe

2008-12-13T23:01:00.004+08:00

Yay watching Miss World 08 now and it's nice!The dances are very nice and 1 of them just reminded me of AYG!") And goodness,Miss Singapore totally cannot make it!Oops!

Oh yes,and,

I'M MISSING SUPER ALOT OF PEOPLE RIGHT NOW.

NAN HUA DANCERS.

SEC 3 DANCERS.All of you,like seriously.& clique 8 like super duper alot.Like,really alotalotalot.Until I can totally link everything to all of you,like so retarded you know.RAHH.

SEC 4 SENIORS.I suddenly thought of Jane and how I used to call her lao gong and everything when we danced Modern and "fought" together.Oh and Yu Nian,and alll the xiao huai dan people!!!

J1 SENIORS.Joanna!the oldest in the xiao huai dan!andandand Xin Yu whom I was very afraid of,andandand Constance,Ivy(I remember her diaoing my actions for SYF!),and manymanymany others it'll take ages to write them all here.

J2 SENIORS.I totally remember the Yihang's shocking pink underwear!!!& of course,our 1st and last performance with them,Speach day,which we screwed up )"

DANCE JUNIORS.I suddenly thought of the NDP days!In the bus with Yvvone and Xuan Lin!
And then our 1st dance with the sec 2 girls,last year's "rain dance" during cultural potpourri.& of course dancing with the sec 1 girls all around me for AYG,and misa and miso!

206.
Just everything.the people,the friends,the everything.Jia Qian,the 206 dancers and a bunch of other people.

304.
studying with Yan Ru and Yijun at lakeside mac.Talking in class to Daphine and Olivia.Crying to Yilin(I don't know why I only do it to her.weird.)when I flunk my tests,which was manymany times.Eating in class.Having our own flask so we the unhealthy souls eat maggie noodles all the time.Except Olivia and I the fruit fanatics.Talking about random things to Siew Kiang when we sat together,for a day?Helping Yan Ru choose and spread lit quotes.Trying to be as enthusiastic as possible about classwork.Reading in class.Having class chalet sososo near EOYS it's totally crazy but very fun andandand so many more,which I hope we'll still do as 404 next year!(minus the flunking of test,and the part about chalet.we shouldn't be so crazy and have it after 0s instead hahaha)and manymany more!

PHOS.
laughing at the boys.highing with kai.gossiping with wei.having dinner together after YWAV.taking pictures in the toilet(I realise I do it with wei sometimes)Playing with a ______!HAHAHA.Being totally crazy and happy and everything.Learning more about God.Listening to Karen and Samuel.Playing games together,like wei's whacko with the baguette!and manymanymany more!I want to sleep over after watch night service again like last year!")

I miss so many people RAHH I so don't want to be a sec 4!!!

I think it's a new phobia.hohoho

2008-12-11T20:51:00.002+08:00

I found pictures that Shirlyn took during ORD and Mass Games!Shirlyn,I kope from your blog hehehe.

The very wet parade square.

The amazing red carpet!

People crawling on the wet parade square.

Dance eating buffet!

And finally,practicing for AYG!")

Went out to study with Jia Qian today!Totally needed that fresh air!") I'm super guai so I'm going back to my books now.RAHH.

&Because I know I have to.It's a must.

2008-12-10T20:18:00.004+08:00

Haven't blogged in eons already!

2 weeks of dance is over.Those 2 weeks were full of ups and downs.Okay I'm totally cheating myself it was definitely more downs than ups.We seem to screw up every practice.And we always get lao shi so angry and frustrated.Until I'll be very worried that he'll give up on us.I really want AYG.Now that this may be our last dance,I'll really treasure it and do my best for it.

And that's why I'm mugging in the holidays.For dance,for dancers,for laoshi,and for myself.For laoshi especially.

I have a confession!I think laoshi is like a father figure in my life now and I love him alotalotalot.Maybe a little teeny weeny bit more than my own father? hehehe. And even after I graduate I'll always remember how he calls me ju4 ren2 ")

yay laoshi!

Oh yes I've been thinking of lots of ppl recently.Even when I was in malaysia!Went to malaysia from 6-8 dec and had fun with my cousins!Pictures not with me so I can't post them now but nvm you can look at the picture above for the time being!Bought many things in KL!

T-shirt:1
Blouse:1
Dress:1
can be both a dress and a blouse:1
Shorts:2
bag:1
Shoes:4
Slippers:1
Lingerie:don't tell you but quite alot.

Didn't buy accesories or gifts for my friends though!But nevermind cause I think I'll be going to Malacca soon.Also went to genting!Was pretty fun!A nice pretty clown gave me a lollipop balloon and I was so very happy!")

Oh yea I thought of ppl in Malaysia!There was the xmas tree,and next to it was a giant,and then I thought of laoshi!and next to the giant was a giant bear and then I thought of xiong.Then when buying lingeie I though of yilin cause she pronounces it as lin-ge-rie.Walked pass this vegetarian restaurant a few times and thought of olivia.Saw many dresses that were too long for me and thought of lingyuan cause she's tallll.Heard my cousin say that she doesn't want to eat vegetables and thought of jinghui.Saw a facial shop having xmas discount for mole removal and thought of angelina.Saw a snowman and thought of zhenxin.Ate many siewmais during the breakfast buffet in the hotel and thought of prawn cause he's in all of them.And many many many more I'm too lazy to recall...

Thought of all my seniors last night when I was flipping through my sec 1 year book.And I suddenly feel like I miss them alotalotalot.And I miss being a sec 1 alotalotalot tooo.Miss NDP 2006 and speach day 2006 and I still remember how we screwed that up.Our 1st performace and the sec-4s-that-year's last perfomance.

Oh this reminds me of ORD last thursday.We sang a song composed by Nicholas!He's a genius!")And douglas played the piano.He's a genius too!It's to the tune of yu jian by Stefanie Sun.

回忆

中学快乐的时代
慢慢随着光阴而离开
快乐悲伤和期待
中学生活的确很精彩

跳着优美的舞蹈
甜蜜回忆使我难忘怀
我跳我武我回味
美好的过去已回不来

等待我的是怎么样的未来
不管怎样我都非常的期待
等待我的哪怕是无尽苦海
站在原地希望一切能从来

跳着优美的舞蹈
甜蜜回忆使我难忘怀
我跳我武我回味
美好的过去已回不来

等待我的是怎么样的未来
不管怎样我都非常的期待
等待我的哪怕是无尽苦海
站在原地希望一切能从来
流着眼泪希望彼此不分开...

We sang it twice cause the sec 4s requested for an encore!Then they sang it with us and people started tearing,crying.The sec 1s were so cute!THey cried because they thought of how we were leaving next year,and then how it'll be their turn 3 yrs later!Goodness me,they think so far ahead!

Laoshi teared too,which made us cry even more.Xiong looked super ugly hohoho.And the sec 3 boys had no enough plates and food for the buffet dinner so the sec 3 girls gobbled down our food to pass them our plates.But then they still had not enough food I think.

Mass games were after that and the sec 3s are really gross!!hehehe.Then we had to clean up and there were many cockroaches!Lao shi laughed at Joanne and I when we scream at one hehe.Then I fell a little sick on friday.Was sneezing non-stop from flue!Then zhongyi talked to us and all.And I think what he said was pretty true.

Yay this is a very long post.Okay I need to go back to mugging now.

P.S. Can't wait for batch tee!

2008-11-26T22:00:00.002+08:00

Tired but very happy and contented cause of DANCE!lalala too lazy to elaborate!

Lazy to study cause of the above.But I know I must!For the sake of dance and dancers!

Also,to type a long post,cause of the above.

Guilty cause I still feel like some things are partly my fault.And I'm very sorry but I know it's too late.

Scared cause I really don't want nan hua dance to fall.ever.

Also,cause I'm afraid that one day THEY take away AYG from the sec 3s after we put all our heart and soul into it.

P.S. lao shi calls me a "ju ren"!
Fee Fi Fo!I'm a tired giant,hello!

2008-11-19T22:01:00.004+08:00

Listened to "ben" by Jackson 5 and "I'll remember you" by No Secrets countless times today.And I cried listening to both of them in the morning.Then Angelina and Joanne made me cry again during our mass con in the morning.And finally,I cried like aqain just now reading Joanne's post.

I sound like some cry baby.But really,I never thought I would miss anyone this much,much less 35 people.Really.I was talking to Joanne in the morning,and we were saying that we used to think that we love dance alot alot alot.Not that we don't love dance,but I realised that I love dance BECAUSE of the'93 dancers.Because of all 35 of you,and lao shi.Not entirely of course.But mostly.

The rest of you,non nh dancers,must be thinking that I'm crazy.But really,this is a feeling not many get to know.And I dare say that unless you're in this family,you won't quite understand what we're going through.

I hate to use the "L" word so I shall say that cultural pot. was the sec 3s final major performance with the whole of dance.Somehow,the word "final" hurts less that the "L" word.To the people whom I helped to do nose shadow,I'm sorry if I screwed up your make-up,but this is the final time I'm doing it for you.

Before cultural pot,during rehearsal when we were sitting down,Evelyn made Joanne and I cry.Like all hope was lost,like it was the end of everything.Then backstage,Nicholas made the sec 3 girls at the other side,except brave olivia who kept calling us idiots for crying right before a performance,cry.And he came to apologise and comfort us.Then,we affected the boys,whom in turn affected us.And the cycle goes on.The boys were super cute!They did silent brotherhood pumpings and lay down in some flower formation to "cake" their emotions.Yilin was laughing and crying at the same time at them,and she ended up looking like shit XD

The performance was super great!Then after that we did "hey hey hey ha!" and dance cheer and all.

I'm typing the not-so-interesting events here because I don't want to forget this night.The night of my finale major performance with the whole of NHDS.Really,I'll miss all of you alot alot alot.It's like we're as close as family,or closer.And family means no one gets left behind.

There's dance tomorrow.Which is both good and bad.

Dance is medicine.Dance is hope.Dance is love.Dance is comfort.Dance is a bucket full of memories.Dance,or rather,this family,the 35 of you,are everything to me.

I'm afraid that after tomorrow means 1 less dance practice with all of you.I'm afraid that after saturday means 1 less performance with all of you.I'm afraid that time passes so fast,too fast.I'm afraid of losing all of you.

Sec 3s!Lets treasure the time that we have left,and always remember to keep in contact (=

P.S. Angelina's blog is super cute and funny!

2008-11-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

EEK! I have 3 painful ulcers!!! like ouch.

omg cultural pot. is in 2 days!2 days only!and we had so little practices.I really hope and pray and wish that we'll all dance well!After all,it may be the last performance with the entire dance society for the sec 3s.

Yay tomorrow we're going to do the noticeboard.Like finally after goodness knows how long!Then after that we're going to watch Madagascar!(=

I'm super bored now.Even my post is boring!

2008-11-13T21:27:00.003+08:00

Those things I once thought insignificant,suddenly mean so much more now.

Today was a great day!Went to school early to "supervise" the sec 2s wash the NDP headbands and all.Also bought my textbooks.Olivia and I studied A math while the rest slacked around.Then went for an hour of Physics.Went through EOYs and all.THEN DANCE!The sec 3s pon some remedial for the sake of finishing the choreography of Cultural Pot.Even though we were at fault for doing that,and we had to pump an additional 20 as a batch,I don't regret it cause if we hadn't done that,we wouldn't have finished choreographing everything by today!Dance was fun!As always!I like Ballet.And I miss Ballet!Wish I hadn't quit SBA )= but nvm at least we get to dance some Ballet for cultural pot!

And speaking of which,there are only 5 days left!So little practices and we aren't quite good enough!EEKS!Everyone,buck up yes? (=

My dad was nice today.Other than the occasional "don't be silly!!!" in the exasperated tone of his,he was nice.Seeing that I missed the bus,he offered to send me to the MRT.He deboned some fish and gave it to me and generally did small things that were nice gestures.In the past,I wouldn't have seen it as much.But recently,I start to treasure them more.

Because these are the only remnants left of my daddy from the past.

I like this picture!

*I really really want SYF!

2008-11-12T21:39:00.005+08:00

and I use to be like her.

Today,12 November 2008.The first time I'm typing bad stuff about my father.

I've always tried to give other people the impression that I live in this very happy family,my parents love me like I'm the world to them and I have no worries at all.But today,I've had enough.I'm a failure.And it hurts to admit that I've failed.Failed in trying to have such a cosy little happy family.

When I was little,my parents had no time for me.I hardly even saw them,hardly even spoke to them much.My life revolved around my many classes(of which I enjoyed most),my maid and best friend,and grandpa.Oh and then in Kindergarden I had a little "boyfriend" sort of thing but that's a different story altogether.

Then,in primary school,my mother quit her banking job and worked part-time,because I always told her that I missed her when she went to work.So in primary school,well to be exact from p1 to p4,I had a really very happy,blissful family.I was a daddy's little girl and had a mummy who doted on me,and on top of that,a loving caring grandpa.My cousin also went to my house everyday after school cause we went to smps together,and we had so much fun.

Then,when I was in p4,grandpa died suddenly.In p5,My cousin went to sec 1 and didn't come to my house anymore.So I was left with my parents,who still doted on me very much.

In secondary school,my father got a new job in some company belonging to our ex-church friend.And he changed.I don't mean to blame his new job,but he has really changed ever since then.Adrain Tan said it might be some mid-life crises in man.But even then,why does this male menopause change my father so drastically?

We don't talk anymore,I don't call him Daddy anymore.Instead,he always scolds me for no reason,and insults me like I'm the dumbest person ever lived.Just the other day,he said something like my brain had some problem.How hurting is that?In front of him,I have no respect,no dignity.I'm treated like a maid,like an emotional punching bag.I don't want any material wealth.If possible,I just want my dad back this chrismas.

Ok I shall end now.I'm crying like crazy and I don't want anyone to see me in this state.

Bye.And treasure your dads.

2008-11-07T22:14:00.004+08:00

I CAN'T STAND THE SWELTERING,OPPRESIVE,SULTRY,TORRID,SIZZLING HEAT!(random words ahah)

MY GOSH.today's a super hot day.RAHH.Anyway,went to school for A math remedial and all.

Oh yes I had a hair cut on wed after O lvl chinese,which went pretty okay(hope,wish,pray I get an A).It's kind of a new hairstyle,and very layered!Like poof!And my hair was gone!But I suppose it's not as screwed up as the previous time,like thank goodness,even though I end up looking like some bad kid when i tie my plaits cause it's messy.And it's a new look!A change!

Oh speaking of change,Obama won the presidential elections in America and I think he's quite cute!I'm pretty happy he won,cause I believe he'll change what's happening now-the war,financial crisis and all.And he's America's first black president!See what I mean by change!

OH YES I GOT MY PHONE BACK LIKE FINALLY!!!Horrible Samsung took a whoopong 3 wks just to fix it.But at least I didn't have to pay a single cent thanks to my mum's amazing arguing skills!But just when I got my phone back,some guy took Olivia's!It's a long story but the gist is that that horrendous piece of shit took it,and his entire family clan-ancesters,descendents etc,all got cursed by her sister!HAHAHA.OH YES AND I STILL RECOGNISE YOU OKAY YOU PESKY PHONE THROWER.Just becasue you're a small boy,doesn't mean I won't do anything to you!If I see you on saturday at my cousin's house,I'm so throwing you into the pool!(I'm quite nice already cause he can swim UNLIKE MY POOR PHONE.and he'll just suffer from shock,panick and being drenched.)Dear phone,please be a little smarter now and stay away from pesky little things like that boy!I promise to protect you at all costs!(exaggeration)

Yupp that's about it.OH YES DID I MENTION THAT ELVIN IS HOT!A pity he has to play such a highly irritaing character on the channel 8 show.But,nontheless,HE IS HOT AND CUTE!(= So,if you want to see him being sooo hot and cute and everything,you can watch the channel 8 show and mute it(which is basically watching him and his actions)because he's really irritaing when with Rui En.

I'm so intrigued by the anti ah lian blog!It's highly entertaining!

Anyway,gtg. (=

2008-11-04T11:32:00.003+08:00

CHINESE O LEVELS TOMORROW!

and I just finished watching Hi-5!

Oh and I'm going to write a really loooong letter to santa/prayer to God this christmas!And I also decided to write long letters to everyone as part of a christmas present!Yay so much fun!

Oh and I realised that many ppl like to have camps on 13-17 dec! There's class chalet from 14-17 or something like that,and church camp somewhere there too,but I can't go for either!Cause I'l be busy shopping in Jakarta!That's a good thing and a bad thing.HAHA!

When I reach 16,I'm so working at the build-a-bear workshop!!!

Okay I should go and study now!This is a post with no main point cause I'm just procrastinating from studying chinese!LALALA

2008-11-03T22:08:00.004+08:00

BOO HOO

Once again I presume that no boy comes here.

I have to eat evening primrose oil capsules.EEK.Eating OIL seems gross!and full of FATS!Even though yilin says they're good fats,but it still seems pretty gross!Apparently,my bad cramps over-strained my pelvic muscle or something?And so now I still have "cramps".Oh and I also tore the I-don't-know-what.It sounds serious but I don't think it's THAT serious cause I'm still alive and kicking!*KICK!*Like ya,and my immunity system is quite weak and all so now I have to eat evening primrose oil capsules that look like cod-liver oil and multi-vitamins for like ever.0.0 EEKS.See it looks so gross!

OH and I have grape craving!But I can't eat!It's like,the ultimate-banned-fruit.)=
So now I can only look at this picture.SAD.

2008-11-03T13:48:00.004+08:00

It turned out to be a blessing in disguise that I couldn't go to sentosa with dancers.

I shall pressume that no boy comes here.

Had like super bad cramps yesterday in Great World City.Like really really bad cramps,which are still there now /= Mummy wants to bring me to see some specialist later but I don't want!Then again,it still hurts quite badly.

Bleah.So unfair.Why is it that only girls get this problem. -.- Oh and in my state of pain and panic and with tears,I told my mum that I don't want to be a girl anymore!See,the good thing about being a boy...

Mummy:You know,your hands were sooo cold,and you were perspiring cold sweat till your shirt was sooo wet...and you kept making those groaning whiny sounds...I saw myself when I was younger in you! which is a bad thing la...

HAHA apparently,my mum used to have this problem with cramps too!and she kept emphasizing on the word "so" lmao!

okay that's about all.I really thought I was going to die /= like of pain or something.

Oh and some small boy bullied me AGAIN.He went like :" eeeeeeeeee mummmyyyyy got ppl giving birth lehhhh" and was pointing at me lying on the bench in the shopping mall. -.- If I wasn;t in so much pain I would have scolded him already! RAHH.

okay that's all.It still hurts quite alot but I shall go watch teevee and try not to think abt it (=

2008-11-01T20:49:00.003+08:00

O LEVEL CHINESE IS FREAKING ME OUT!=x

Other than that,these days have been boring.Was sick so I slept all day long and turned into a pig!So now I'm fretting over chinese.Got to buck up these few days!

Went to church today and it was pretty fun!Then after that went for dinner with Kai (=

Oh yes and yesterday was Halloween!I SO WANT A HALLOWEEN PARTY!

And that's all!I'm very very bored.But I seem to be always bored!I think I need more entertainment on a regular basis!

This was taken at chalet! HAHA. Just to beautify the post!

2008-10-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

At the rate I'm going I'll end up looking like this!!!(no offense to the actual person in this photo)

Been eating and sleeping all day long.I'm looking more and more like a pig already! SAD.there's dance tomorrow but I won't be going because I have chinese remedial.CHINESE.of all things!!!

oh yes,maomao says hello! (=

2008-10-24T21:33:00.002+08:00

It was a prefect last day of school.really.Right from the start,having to listen to Mr foo ramble on and on,watching or rather hearing) something so inhumane,and then having one of the most embarrassing moments ever,having to sit through boring lessons while worrying over my report book and my talk with the VP,looking on at the people going in and out of the General Office with dejected faces,talking to the Vp while restraining from tearing...what a wonderfully incredible last day of school.

You know,it doesn't work when the principal tells us about autonomous status,all the different awards,because I seriously don't care.Yes,I suck.Yes,my grades are horrendous,rock-bottom,but telling me to work hard for the school and some stinky awards will not improve my grades.I work hard for myself,for my future,for my passion,for the people I love,and not for some award for the school.And just telling us how we suck,how we need to work hard...the school doesn't even seem to recognise the people who tried their very best,except that their best wasn't good enough.

I was just typing a whole chunk about my hatred for the school,when I realised how much more I actually like school.

But then again,it was this day,the last day of school,that I saw how contradictory people can be.Talk about the yellow ribbon project.Giving others a chance.A second chance.But what did this school do?Nan hua just robbed 2 people of a bright future.And to make matters worse,why make 1 of their last day such a painful one?

To think the school couldn't even let all of us end the school year with a smile on our faces.

And anyway,thanks alot Joanne for the fun time at your house! (= and sorry I couldn't go shopping today /=

2008-10-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

I wasn't just sad today.Now,it's depressed.My mum and I have to see the principal/vice principal tomorrow and I don't want I don't want I don't want. Like what am i supposed to say anyway? Do they expect me to account for my stupidity? Or am I expected to admit that I'm not good enough for the school? AND I STUDIED I MUGGED I TRIED MY VERY BEST!It's just that my best is not good enough )=

okay nvm shall stop thinking about this.Xiao Yi and Nick,even though I don't know know you,but persevere on the whole level is behind you!

okay shall just look forward to steamboat tomorrow (= The fruitarian thing is not working I'm still a pig hahaha.

2008-10-21T22:44:00.007+08:00

I'm a sad,dreamy fruitarian.

Sad.Because I have to see the HODs cause I flunked both maths and both sciences.Because they're probably going to scream at me for "neglecting" these subjects just because my humanities and languages are alot better.Because they're probably not going to believe how hard I studied and deem me as a lazy,stupid, problematic student.Because there might be other implications related to dance.

Dreamy.Because I feel like I'm not in the mood for much.Because despite all the upcoming fun,there are so many things that demoralise me.And just when I managed to get over my lousy grades the above bombshell was dropped on me.and I just want to sleep.I keep sleeping.and I wonder why.

Fruitarian.Because I'm too fat and need to lose weight.GO JINGHUI!FELLOW FRUITARIAN! =D lose all those flab!!

okay that's all.I'm still a sad,dreamy fruitarian.

2008-10-19T21:40:00.005+08:00

I haven't been here for very long cause I had no mood to blog.

My end of year results suck to the high heavens(if there's even such a thing) and I studied so much for it.Mugged like crazy after school everyday,and to the library on some saturdays.In fact,studied harder than I did for PSLE but I still failed Chemistry,A math,E math and even Higher Chinese.And,even though I passed my physics I'm the last girl in class which is super sucky in case you still haven't realised.I got a C for English paper 2 and if not for my paper 1 my results will really be pathetic.I barely passed my Social Studies which is really bad cause I used to be good enough to ace that.

Thankfully,my History improved miraculously and I got a B3,which is good enough for now since I used to fail.I got 2nd for literature and missed the 1st by 0.5 marks but it doesn't matter.And anyway I got 1st in Express for overall which means a prize on Speech day next year I think.Even though I'm the last girl for Physics,at least I managed a pass.I might have failed both math but at least I didn't get an F and I may have failed my chinese but at least I still managed to pass my overall(+ CA etc.)

So there Rachel there's still alot to be thankful for so be contented =D (yay I'm psycho-ing myself)

but really,as if my horrendous grades aren't enough to make me feel so down,stinky poo WJP(hcl cher)accused me of not handing up my work on time(which I do like please my name is not even on that stinky list),not paying attention in class(I try my best most of the time),and not putting in enough effort which is the stinkiest of all accusations kay.Please,which student do you see who actually STUDIES and FRETS over a chinese exam.Like whatever,I know I suck in your stinky poo eyes and I'll never shine cause I'm not cheena(and I'm not that upset about it except when I fail).She made me so upset about my chinese and by accusing me until I cried while telling Joanne about it in dance(heh,oops.)Stinky WJP I hate you to the core and I can't wait to start an anti-WJP thing okay you asshole!RAHH.

And,to make all things worse,dance was horrible on friday.We screwed up and made Mr Loh very angry D= I hope he's happier 2moro with our early bdae presents!

I sound like I'm very moody but actually I'm not that.Yesterday,went to Joanne's house to bake muffins which were really yum!=D I hope Xiong and Daphine liked it!Oh and then we made our own dinner-Spaghetti!I think I grew fatter already!Oh then after that I walked home and immediately regretted cause it was very dark on the opposite side cause the trees were blocking all the moonlight and any other light for that matter,and I have a phobia of the dark and being unable to see so I CALLED LINGYUAN!Thank you!=D

YAY there's dance tomorrow and to cheer myself up even further I shall change to an even happier blogskin =D

these are meant to brighten up your day!(=

2008-09-20T18:22:00.003+08:00

I haven't posted in a long time due to the pending arrival of EOYs.-.- anyway,my brain doesn't work in chronological order so I shall just type anything that comes to mind!

-JOANNE'S BIRTHDAY!

Lingyuan,Xiong,Olivia and I went to Douglas' house to bake her a cake the day before.It was nice nice nice! with lots of chocolate and marshmallows!and Douglas has a very nice mummy.She helped us bake.I think without her the cake would have flopped!Thank you Douglas and Douglas' mum!oh and we were "hating" xiong and joanne.Xiong's super biased kae.HE GAVE JOANNE TWO PRESENTS and what did we get on our birthday,NOTHING!HAHA we were all super jealous!

-NICHOLAS' BIRTHDAY!

went to the skygarden during reccess to eat the mango cake!It was nice but of cause I would think that Joanne's cake is nicer!(hello,we baked it!)

Anyways,happy belated 15th birthday the both of you!=D (your attention span has increased by 1 min!-chanster)

-BLISTERED TOE!

I has a humongous hard yellow blister and very red toe on monday i think.(I don't know how I got it)But stupid me still wore shoes to school cause I thought it wasn't a good enough reason.Then,when I reached school it was so painful so i kicked off my shoes,took of my socks and all when I reached class and omg the blister looked GROSS!walked arnd barefooted and kind Miss Koh lent me her slippers to wear home after literature =D when I got home,I found out that it was infected or something and swollen!So I got to wear slippers for the rest of the week!(I know you're jealous of the slipper part XD )Now,it looks bruised.yucky thing.

Oh and when I went to the staffroom the teachers were so cute!

Miss Koh:anybody got slippers to lend?My poor girl got a swollen blistered toe...
Mr Peter Tan:have....at home.
Mdm Junaidah:aiyo!dance is it???aiyo see la...nvm that's why I have 4 slippers.come come come.see which one fits you!

In the end,i couldn't wear ANY of her slippers!cause they had that flap in front so I couldn't even put my toe in.HAHA so Miss Koh had to lend me hers.

THANK YOU MISS KOH!

-PAPER 1

english should be great if the format for the situational writing is really formal letter(the qns sais write A LETTER to PROPOSE so ppl were unsure which it is) For the essay I wrote about losing a friend cause she's Japanese(war so parents were against the japanese and all)

chinese=die dead dieded! I thought the qns meant same race I didn't know that phrase meant different race so i wrote out of point!and base on my chinese standard,I think I would fail D= but of course I told my mother I'll fail ONLY if the marker is strict.

-3 HR MAC STUDY SESSION!

oh studying with yanru and olivia at lakeside mac was great!I finished introduction to organic chemistry and alkanes there!=D proud of myself yes?

OKAY that's about all I think.haha got to go now!

OUR GRAND MASTERPIECE! It's very nice cause it has lts of nice stuff insideeee!=D cholates and marshmallows especially!P.S.it's supposed to look like a huge lego block.

Nicholas' cake!looks nicer but like of course Joanne's is nicer!XD

Bet you must be drooling now!

2008-09-11T21:55:00.003+08:00

WHY IS MSN NOT WORKING??? WHY WHY WHY!!!omg let me dieeee(I'm exxagerating)

Oh yes I have a scorched finger!It's quite cool actually it's pinkish and looked like I have chicken pox a while ago before I washed it with soap for the 123456789 time!and NO,I didn't burn my finger with hot water or anything.I POURED HCL ON IT!HAHAHA omg what's wrong with me!AND,I poured alot like half the bottle minus 50cm^3 in the measuring cylinder and I only realised when my finger felt cold and numb cause I was reading the paper for chem SPA.hahaha I think I was very stupid!Then it started to itch and now I have a very nice pink,scorched-looking finger!Oh and Nicole spilt her experiment on her skirt too but her's like worse cause she spilt really alot then her leg started to itch too!Then we were saying that we're allergic to HCL(hydrochloric acid/higher chinese)!HAHA I WANT TO TELL THAT TO WANGJIANPING!She'll totally skin me!XD

Oh and the lit people went to the esplanade on Tuesday to watch 3 scenes of Off Centre and have a tour of the esplanade.The victoria concert hall is very niceee!Oh and there are cleaners ABSEILING and cleaning the panes of the esplanade 365 days a year!Apparently,by the time they clean the last window pane the 1st one would be dirty already and they start all over again!

okay that wasn't important but this is.

HARESH SHARMA IS HOT HOT HOT!!!
WE TOTALLY STALKED HIM UNTIL HE WENT TO SOME CORNER AND TOOK PICTURES WITH HIM AND OLIVIA HUGGGED HIMMM!!(she says she's never washing that uniform untl he dies.)AND,some of them got autographs then I proudly announced that Olivia,Daphine and I already have it!

and he went,"yea I know you guys went to the forum right?"(something like that)

OMG HE REMEMBERED USSSS!!!AHHH SUPER HAPPY!=D I nearly wanted to say let's be friends but he'll think I'm another "Saloma" HOHOHO.

Oh there were irritating ppl at the lit thingy but who cares about those stuck up prude disgusting freaks!

(It's blur but better than nothing) Left to right: Me, Joey, Haresh Sharma, Olivia, Rachel, Yanru, Daniel, Jerald.

->I copied that from Nicole.hehehe.

Oh and we ordered class photos today!=D

oh I have a fruity craving.I want to eat papaya,drink apple juice and eat raisin bread.Weird?My mum asked if I'm pregnant.HOHOHO/

2008-09-08T20:56:00.001+08:00

I just went to get photographs from Jinghui taken during teacher's day and *orange!
oh btw,my teacher's day post is 5 posts under this and my Meritus Mandarin post is 4 posts under this!

Jinghui and I!

fun shot of sec 3s taken by Kaiwen!

sec 3 girls! =D

and I'm still waiting for Lingyuan's comp to be fixed!!!

2008-09-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

okay I'm posting again cause I'm supposed to post TEOHYIYANG'S nice nice poem! =D

Fairytales Are For Losers.

The clock's struck midnight,
This dream ought to end.
No more glass slippers, bright lights,
Just plain, ordinary, out-of-trend.

But the clothes aren't vanishing,
The time just stood still.
This couldn't be happening,
I can't make it go by will.

The longer I live in this facade,
The harder to face reality.
I'd rather have this true and hard,
Than have it crash completely

So I'm slipping off these ballroom gowns,
Stowed it deep in the closet.
Pulled back my hair and set the eyeliner down,
It's just to prevent more hurt.

It's time to face the truth, little girl,
There're no fairytales in the world.
Just lies making life worth living,
'Cause prince charming ain't ever coming.

TEOHYIYANG!better say you're honoured! =D

but seriously,the poem's very very nice yes?
It's pretty true too,to me at least.

2008-09-07T22:55:00.004+08:00

304 CLASS CHALET!!!I'm lazy so I shall let you practice your inferrence skills from these pictures!

Me in the living room!Our chalet looks like a semi-D house!!

Me in the dining room! (shit i look fat.)

Yanru and I with our fruit punch concoction!Chanster said we looked like witches stirring our cauldron.and of course he's the wizard!=D

Yilin and I!Oh I was wearing maggie's nice nice hat.

Yilin tookthis candid shot at Sumo house.

Me with daniel's superbly LONG bag!They were all laughing like crazy!

Our nice nice home!

US outside our new home!

304-rians in the busss!

Loading stuff into chanster's car.

Welcome home PAPA CHAN!

Chanster and Gohster's t day card!

BBQ-ing! notice only the GIRLS are here! tsk tsk.

okay the pictures are not in chronological order of the events but who cares!=D
Inferrence:CHALET WAS FUN TO A GREAT EXTEND!(omg what's wrong with me)
THANK YOU 304 AND CHANSTER!

2008-09-06T23:27:00.006+08:00

I'm very,extremely,super,duper,ultra BORED!!& I can't stand this feeling;this lifeless,want-to-do-something-but-don't-know-what feeling;feel so lonely with nothing to do.Okay so there's homework but that's boring too.Since I'm so bored I shall post about combine dance practice with Crescent,Chung Cheng and Tanglin!

-We,the four schools did warm-up together(nan hua style of course)

-and we did *guo san guan.The girls had to do the guys stuff while they get to show off and vice versa!Hilarious!

-and we had performances from each school-Crescant dance Vitality(their previous SYF),Tanglin danced *ju hua tai(their previous SYF) and Chung Cheng danced their "baby dance".As for us,the sec 3s performed teacher's day!and the sec 2s performed Spanish!Oh and later the sec 1s performed Indian dance!hehe we like so AA got 3 dances.XD

-and we went into our groups to learn the different dances!I learned *ju hua tai!It's chinese dance so I'm not that fond of it but it's pretty nice I suppose.If you dance it well that is!

-then we went for lunch and had sleeping and massaging time!

-then we had a dance marathon!I LOVE DANCE MARATHONS!!!super fun you get to dance many many many dances even if you don't know them.You just get high and dance! =D

-then went to eat at sumo with Olivia,Joanne,Lingyuan,Xiong,Zhongyi,Sam and the other guy whom I forgot his name!Talked for a while then I had to go cause my mum called to say it's getting dark.

AND THE END! =D

Oh and I'm very irritated now.GAHH.STUPID GUY.

okay I want to blog about 304 chalet CHANSTER faster do the pictures!!!

Oh yes and I went to my cousin's house jut now for dinner and to swim!I WANT TO SWIM SOMEMOREEEEE!!! Oh and I wish I could drown maths.DISGUSTING THING.GRRR.

eh,oh and Lingyuan is supposed to call me but I think she fell asleep ahahahaha.

Oh and being very kind,I helped lingyuan reply all the tags on her tagboard.(=

okay you know what I'm just randomly typing everything that happened lately cause I don't remember things in chronological order and I'm pretending to be STUDYING.HOHOHO.

OKAY now I shall tempt you with pictures of food at meritus mandarin ripped from Yilin's blog! =D

2008-09-05T23:32:00.008+08:00

MERITUS MANDARIN WAS SUPER FUN!Met at xiong's house before that.Couldn't stay overnight but I heard many interesting things happened!

Pictures!Oh,and pictures taken by Lingyuan and Joanne are not here but in my phone cause their comp crashed! D= oh and there're quite little pictures cause Jinghui is too busy to upload )=

Oh yes and thank you prawn for lending me your outer shell! =D

ahhh sadness there're super alot of pictures of "si da mei nu" and "tallie and shortie" in my hp!!! LINGYUAN FASTER FIX YOUR COMP AR!!!

oh yes I shall not poat about 304 chalet yet cause CHANSTER is hoarding the photos!!! XD

P.S. I don't know how to use the cable so I can't upload pictures in my hp to the comp.BAHH.

2008-09-05T21:58:00.011+08:00

Teacher's day performance!!=D A picture speaks a thousand words so I shall post many pictures to form a long essay!Pictures from Lingyuan and Joanne are not here cause their comp crashed!! It's in my phone though =D I shall post those when I recall memories in NHDS.

TEACHER'S DAY DANCE!!

WOOH NICE NICE!

sec 3 dancers!!!

sec 3 female dancers!!!

picture by kaiwen during performance.

picture by kaiwen during performance.

2-headed monster!

304 female dancers!

Yilin,Olivia and I!

304 dancers!

304 female dancers again!

304 female dancers and again!

merrien helping me put make-up!

Shirlene and I!

Yiyang,Shirlene and I!

Yilin and I!! and we're supposed to "fight" each other in the dance!LMAO!

Post about ORANGE and 304 chalet later/tomorrow/when I'm free and have pictures from lazy CHANSTER(mr chan)!

2008-08-29T22:20:00.002+08:00

Teacher's day was great today! Took many many pictures =D and we rocked the stage! Even though the breakdancers were probably more well-remembered than us,It's great to hear that even people who don't like dance admitted that our dance was nice!(jiaqian claims she heard so!)and I guess the effects from the lighting were pretty nice too! =D OH AND I T-R-U-S-T-E-D LEON,XIONG!I DIDN'T DIE AND I DIDN'T FALL! was abit too fast though but it's still okay I guess =D my bruises still hurt and it's going to look ugly with my dress tomorrow!(the ones on my knees and arms)Actually,more of the ones on my knees but ya,you get the point.I shall post the pictures up in my next post,or when I get them =D

Then after that went to Jurong Point with &Joanne,!Lingyuan,Xiong + Olivia and daphine!Went to eat at Bento Box and then looked around for clutch but couldn't find any one nice.Managed to get a chio clip for my hair though.ORANGE TOMORROW!SO EXCITING!=D

&my dad just pissed me off just now but of course I'm in a much better mood now since I blogged about the two happiest things that happened today =D Stupid maths.Gahh.fine I know I "better buck up" but you don't need to talk to me like that right!like excuse me mister I have feelings too and I improved okay.So what if you were like some maths genius last time I didn't get your genes and that isn't my fault okay.Your chinese was like a million times worse than my maths now so there! HMPH.

WADEVER,I like have to mug maths now.can you believe it?and there's chem remedial tomorrow.What a nice reward ya.

2008-08-27T22:12:00.002+08:00

TEACHER'S DAY IN TWO DAYS TIME AND I'M SCARED.I DON'T WANT TO SCREW UP OR DIE OR BOTH!!!)=

GAHH.

2008-08-25T22:43:00.002+08:00

4 more days to teacher's day performance and 5 more days to *ORANGE!

and I had a very interesting experience doing shuang ren wu/couple dance with Leon today.I think a few years down the road I'll be laughing at this!HAHA!

I had to do this flip thingy with him and omg,like for about 10 times I was hanging upside down off the ground screaming my head off and kicking madly in the air!Reason being,we're both inexperienced.HAHA!and I almost always ended up on the floor from shock,horror and laughter.and after that,I "nao chong xue",like you know the blood rushing up to the head and you feel this throbbing pain engulf you,yea that.but in the end,with lots of help from Tian Jun and Evelyn we succeeded! =D but of course it was pretty painful sometimes.my back even cracked once!LMAO!

I think I need to jian fei cause I'm to heavy for him but how to in like,FOUR DAYS!!!HOHO.Interesting experience ar! =D

oh and I got my dress for *Orange! It's like denim with pleats.HOHO.

2008-08-22T22:43:00.007+08:00

9th August 2008.A day I'll never forget.=D

2008-08-19T22:30:00.004+08:00

Hello!I was on hiatus due to NDP and common tests immediately after that.So now that common tests are long over,I'm back to update!=D

I think I pretty much screwed up common tests because I didn't study that much.was like too busy with NDP and other stuffy shitty.

english:B3.missed 1 mark to get an A.EXTREMELY DISSAPOINTING OKAY. D=

chinese:A2.the only subject that I'm proud of so far. =D

e maths:C5.I'm just glad I passed.made a gazillion careless mistakes and didn't finish the paper. /=

elec history:C5.finally i passed.(=

A maths:F9.quite expected I screwed the paper like abcdefg!! D=

I haven't recieved the rest of the subjects yet but I don't see much positiveness in any of my results.TIME TO BUCK UP GIRL!

okay right enough of common tests and the mundane school life.Counting from tomorrow the sec 3s only have 8 days left!We must must must churn somethng out by hook or by crook ok!There are many disagreements and miscommunications going on but I believe that we can conquer all the obstacles!It is through these things that people become more bonded and learn to accept each other and I hope some good will come out of these.

oh and I'm glad that we've sorted out our differences already (= still friends ya?

hhmmm.oh and someone's gonna get a surprise from Olivia and I tomorrow!HOHO.

oh and did I mention that I miss YWAV like abcdefg?been like milleniums since I went there!

OH AND BRYAN TAY IS HOT!YOU KNOW,THAT SINGAPOREAN OLYMPIC SWIMMER.I KNOW PHELPS IS WAY MORE PRO IN LIKE EVERY AND ANY WAY BUT BRYAN TAY IS HOTTER!!!MAYBE I LIKE ASIANS BETTER.XD OH AND HE'S NOT BAD AT LEAST HE ISN'T AN IMPORT!HOHO.

oh and xiong got pretty upset recently.even though I know you most probably won't see this,but cheer up you stinky poo who keeps suaning me!

I realised I like starting with 'oh'.It's like talking.Anyway,random.haha.

yupp I guess that's about it.NDP needs a post on it's own because it's too grand and important!Anyway,I'll blog about NDP next time.I need to gather ALL the pictures 1st!Alot you know!!!

I suddenly remembered this quote:"I go home look at mirror.Smile.I smile.I cannot laugh I cannot cry because I only know how to smile.I only know how to smile." Sad.but that's life sometimes.

2008-08-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

I suddenly lost the mood for everything.It's just all too overwhelming with so many things shooting me at one time.and yes,I'm pretty much irritated.

anyway,NDP tomorrow!

oh and I saw this quote the other day:" Girls are like phones.They like being held close and talked to but once you press the wrong button,you get disconnected." So true ya?

ok I'm done.I will survive.We all will.

2008-08-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

I'm in a good mood today so I shall blog about NDP PREVIEW!=D

NDP PREVIEW was fun fun fun!Reached school and gathered at 1:45 but only left at 2:30+ because of daphine!GRR.Anyway,we had to tie 1 SUPER HIGH ponytail!like really really high!so cool la!and I was given the task to gel the girl's hair in the bus by evelyn again!HOHO.but of course shirlene dear had to help me!She's the pro!She can even tie up Xuan Ling's hair!

Then we reached PA and did make-up by the professional people which wasn't that suitable for such performances cause like by the time it was our turn all the make-up was gone like poof!Then we had food!KFC and a soft drink and swensens ice-cream and ice-cream cone and polar puff and many more but of course I didn't eat everything!and then went to marina and put loads of yoko yoko and then it was our turn to perform!

and then finale!HIGH HIGH HIGH!we took pictures with Adrian Pang,Jean Danker and Michelle Chong using some NDP photographer's camera!and we-(Angelina,Evelyn,Olivia,Daphine,Shirlene,Yin kar,Jia en and I + some sec 2 guys etc)kept taking pictures with like all the ndp photographers cameras!Like one after another so much so that we were saying that we'll have a high chance of ending up on some random newspaper or magazine thing!XD OHOH and ADRIAN PANG IS SO CUTE!!!IN PERSONALITY AND EVERYTHING! AND JEAN DANKER IS DAMN HOT AND MICHELLE CHONG IS PRETTIER IN REAL LIFE RATHER THAN REEL LIFE!haha abit excited!

yupp I think that's all.OKAY PICTURES FROM SHIRLENE!

ok I shall blog about today's dance practice tomorrow caue it's like late already. =D

2008-08-03T20:23:00.002+08:00

NDP preview was fun but i'm totally not in the mood to blog about that now.I'm tired,irritated and moody.If not for lingyuan I'll be a total mess now.I'm like so exhausted from ndp preview and yet I'm totally deprived of sleep or even some peace and quiet.Two people irritating me,a pile of things to do,problems at hand to solve,and a very grumpy me sits in front of this computer.

Anyway,I'll post pictures like tomorrow.

2008-07-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hello!I promised myself and you that I'll post often so here I am again!(=

Today,had Lit and SS test and I don't think I did very well at all.HEH.Anyway,I think I'll die for common test like there's so little time for me to study with NDP and everything.Oh well wish me all the best on my ardious common test journey!

Oh yes talked to lingyuan tallie just now!It's so fun chatting with her!we must do it more often yes yes? =D

Oh yes I shall commend myself for being so brave by going to do something that will affect me greatly,but one that I know I'll never regret =D

2008-07-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

HAHA.and here's my proper,in the present state and time post!The one below is just for me to look at it next time like you know the purpose of diaries.Anyway,dance exco was out like eons ago!(exaggeration obviously)

and I proudly present to you,the nes NHDS EXCO!
Chairman: Nicholas!
Vice-chairman: Merrien
Secretary: Jing Hui
Discipline(boys): Tian Jun
Discipline(girls): Evelyn
Head of welfare: Liang Yuan
Head of costume: Joanne
Assist. Head of Costume: Jia en
Head of cosmetics: Hui San
Head of props: Wen Xuan
Head of publicity: Yi yang

*ripped from Daphine (=

oh and we got our dance hoodie too!HAHA HAPPY!

and I'm finally replying your letter.thought through stuff and I'm glad I sorted things out within myself.

Oh.and the whole cycle is returning again!!!gahh I balme my lack of street-smartness.

Oh.and I'm thinking of having some change around me.like change my blog url,fringe etc.haha!

ok have a nice day!

2008-07-27T20:45:00.004+08:00

I haven't been blogging again.hoho.Anyway,I know it's pretty late but this post is meant for me to look back at it in the future and reminisce about SEC THREE INTERGRATED TRIP TO WEST MALAYSIA!

DAY 1
We assembled in school at like 0615 and departed by coach to Eagle Ranch Resort with a stopover at Tuas and 2nd link for immigration and custom clearance.Olivia and I were one of the last few to go up the bus so we ended up at the back near the guys and teachers.Then,we continued our journey with another stop at Yong Peng to eat.AND,we saw kittens there!They looked abandoned so Kah Ghim,Olivia and I were thinking of bring them to the resort.We bought milk for them and titbits for us and then realised that their mother was nearby slacking away. -.- such a bad mother cat!!!But,just in case she would come charging towards us,we left the kittens in that desolate corner to fend for themselves.

Soon,we arrived at the resort!BUT,it was raining so plans for raft building and sea rafting had to be postponed.In the meantime,we had our theory course on jungle survival to prepare us for the next day and had lots of slacking time.We learned how to build traps and how to read the compass.

I stayed in a bandwagon with Olivia and somehow after all the switching of rooms,we ended up next to Wei Song,Jie Jun and Lee Chen!We got such a huge shock!I thought the door between two rooms was a back-door so i opened it and got a huge shock when I saw another door!Then Olivia went to knock on the other day to find out who our counterparts were,only to come face to face with wei song!and both parties got a shock of course!We screamed like abcdefg.Then at night it was SUPER ULTRA DARK(did i mention my fear of the dark?) so we opened the door between us like ya I was that scared I needed as MUCH light as possible!IF IT WERE GIRLS OVER THE OTHER ROOM I WOULD HAVE WENT THERE ALREADY.(sorry olivia you didn't give me much security with your scaring.HOHO.)OH.and halfway through there was a black-out! so Olivia took the chance to sneak out to get cup noodles! HAHA.

DAY 2
We had to wake up like bright and early in the morning and had to gather before we got dismissed group by group for our activities.

We had jungle trekking and survival skills first.So like ya we trekked through the forest and saw humongous gigantic monstrous ants and got bites from all kinds of creepy crawlies.Then we had to make our own trap with resources in the forest and a parang!IT WAS LIKE THE FIRST TIME I HELD A PARANG LA OMG SCARY.then had to chop trees and stuff for the trap.After that,while waiting for our catch,we WALKED to the island opposite.YES WE WALKED.and for short people like me the water was at my waist!I walked with Kah Ghim(I forgot where olivia went)and our feet kept sinking in the sand!!It was scary!We kept having to pull each other out!and when we finally reached,we dug for lala!and while digging,mr liu gong kai found cockles in the mud so some guys went to dig for them too!In the end,we dug like BAGS full of lala and quite a no. of cockles!Then we had to WALK back,but then there was a sea snake!Then Andrew(the very nice instructer)chased it away and we walked back.Then when we went back we had mud chicken,lala and the eggs of the horse-shoe crab.The killing of the crab was super gruesome many didn't dare to eat la!The poor thing )=

Then,we had team building activities!We had to climb super high walls that was totally demeaning to short people like me!But we still managed la!(= The balancing ones were pretty fun and I did it quite ok! OH the shit-hole one was funny!Zhen Xin got STUCK!!!so hilarious!HAHAHA.oh and I learned that Kah Ghim is claustrophobic so she had a hard time getting through the shit hole cos it was very dark and enclosed in there.OH and I got a cut from there and it bled alot!haha but other than that the obstacles were all pretty fun!Archery was fun too!and I learned that Pei Juan had alot of arm muscle!(= Miss Goh tried it too and she was so cute!haha!We didn't have enough time so we couldn't do abseiling )= and I still feel upset thinking about it!

After that,we had raft-building and sea-rafting!My hong hong came so I didn't take the raft but I helped build it and cheered them on!We lost but it was pretty fun I guess!

At night,we had night walk.and for people who know me you would be wondering how I survived ya?haha!When they said switch off all torch-lights I cried ok!yes I know I'm lousy but I'm really very scared of the dark!Daphine got such a huge shock and she kept hugging and comforting me!(= But it was really really scary!like the scariest thing in the entire intinerary!Thinking about it now makes my heart beat faster already.heh.In fact,I don't think this curbed my fear in any way.Instead,I'm more afraid than ever! )=

We went back to our bandwagon and washed our clothes cos they were SUPER DIRTY!and xiong came into our bandwagon but got scolded upside down for entering a girl's wagon.oops!and after all our washing and drying we slept quite late.The guys closed their door this time but I wasn't that scared cos it was like pass 12 already and I talked to Olivia for a long time before sleeping so I guess that took my mind off things for awhile.(=

DAY 3
We woke up bright and early for breakfast and headed for KL!Somehow,we ended up at the back of the bus near the teachers and guys again.But,the bus trips in KL were more fun cos I got to play Taidi with the guys!oh and daphine too!Our Taidi sessions were super hilarious.like we'll cheat here and there and share cards sometimes to gl some other person and daphine gets super aggitated...etc.Oh and ZhenXin attempted putting 7 cards at 1 go!HAHA!cuckoo!Other than that I spent the rest of the bus-trips sleeping or eating.Yes I'm such a pig!(which explains my size)

First stop-KL tower!The scenery was ok I guess.Oh and Olivia and I bought necklaces there!Mine's a lil girl and her's is a cross!HAHA.we're such shopping fanatics!

Then,we went to this forest and the city thing and saw monstrous looking,man-eating,beastly ants!and probably other insects too but I only remember the stupendous,behemoth ants.Those nasty little things that treat your shoes as bridges and bite your leg and feet on the way.Anyway,after that tiring canopy walk thing we went for lunch at some chinese restaurant place.Oh and I remember the boob-liked *er nai bao!(mistress buns?)HAHA the guys were GAWKING at it on the menu.

Third stop-CIP!We went to this home for the physically and mentally disabled and I seriously think they mistreat the people there.Like the guy kept telling us not to take pictures and that the children are tied up for the own good.Please la if he didn't have a guilty conscience he wouldn't have said that!and to my horror the kids were seriously tied to their beds.They can't move much just roll about.They probably couldn't even stand!Oh and Yijun cried cos she saw someone hitting an infant or something.Poor things.Oh and some guy peed on Olivia while sitting on her!HAHA!We bought some sovenirs that would help in the raising-funds for the home. Hopefully,they used it wisely.

After that we went shopping!Oh and in the bus-ride Olivia nearly peed!HAHAHA!HILARIOUS!She was busy controlling her onion-skin bladder while I was laughing at her comical reaction!(= We went to KLCC and bought LOADS of things!We even skipped dinner for more shopping time!

Things I bought:
-1 very pretty pair of shorts
-black SPRIT "I LOVE DANCING" shirt
-1 black and hot pink pencil case(I'm not using it now cos it's abit small)
-3 earrings
-super nice deoderant that I can't seem to find here
-plasters for my blisters
PLUS
the necklace from the KL tower!

Shopaholic?you bet!(= In fact,I think I bought more than that just that I can't seem to recall at the moment.

Then we went to our hotel and that's when my horror began!!Apparently,Kah Ghim and many others were saying that you can't sleep in front of a mirror cos of blahblah ghost so after listening to so many ppl and their worries I got scared too and thought of shifting the beds together as well.We helped Kah Ghim first then realised that dumb me left the key inside so we went to the reception to get another one.The hotel,i tell you,is totally creepy.Like the corridors are stale and eerie.Then when we went down we saw Leon,Yujun,Joseph and Gary downstairs.Gary got locked out cos Bryan had the key or something then Leon,Yujun and Joseph were complaining about how the lights in their room wouldn't work.Then Leon started telling us how spooky their room is with the staircase in the middle of no-where and the lights that wouldn't work.I GOT SO FREAKED OUT and it didn't help when Olivia wanted to go and see!But I didn't dare to go back to the room ALONE(like hello i'm so scared of the dark already now you put me in some haunted hotel I can like die of heart-attack or something).So anyway I went with her because she wanted to go there.On the way she kept scaring me with ghost stories.-.- So when I reached their room I totally plopped.Olivia wanted to go back after that but I didn't dare oh and same guy came to tell us something I'm not supposed to say(some ppl know)which got me even more wary of our room!(more like that floor).Gary was freaking himself and all of us out. -.- and he said it was "safer" there so we just contined remaining there.Then a long time later,Leon came.He went to watch soccer in some other guy's room and got caught and apparently there were checks so all the more we didn't dare go back!like we'll be dead if we got caught on the way or something!so yepp,we even planned how to hide la.gosh.So in the end I was scared of both the supernatural and the teachers. Morning came and we left and heard that Johnaton quek went to look for us but we didn't open(like obviously) but it looked like we were in there cos the lights were still on(I left the key in earlier)so it looked like we were in there.

my gosh.I'm feeling scared now so I shall stop at that about the spooky hotel.

DAY 4
Last itinerary for the trip-PETROSAINS!FUN FUN FUN! Anyway,I was so glad I was miles away from that stupid cheap-skate dreaded hotel(did i mention we were almost like the ONLY occupants?) so obviously petrosains was like a breather.We went in with Liangyuan and Weisong and it was fun fun fun!(= Like really more fun that the science centre here.Then blahblah after all the fun we left and headed for Singapore.Before that we went to buy chocolates and stuff.Then yepp Taidi and sleeping time all the way till we reached Singapore!

Yepp so that's about it.haha.To myself,when u read this again,you'll really miss the camp.

2008-06-22T20:40:00.004+08:00

hoho I think I can be in the genius book of records for not blogging in 123456789 years! =D Anyway,this is why I haven't been blogging...

-After my previous post,I was preparing for sec 3 adventure camp.
-After that,I was having sec 3 adventure camp.
-After that,I had to rush to complete my holiday homework,which I unfortunately could not.
-Therefore,I was busy for the whole of the 1st week of school with school + holiday homework.
-Also,there was dance nearly everyday that week cos of SYF opening ceremony and the weekly sat prac for NDP.
-Then,I had many tests(I think)so I had no time.Plus,I was getting lazy already.
-The next week,I fell sick so my weekends + mon was spent on slping,Tue on doing homework and the rest of it on catching it with all that I missed on.
-& this week,was busy with dance meetings and things to settle before the exco and all that(actually previous weeks also have) then dance dance dance until I couldn't be bothered about this already.

See,my life is so hectic yes? Anyway,I shall be "compensating" posts after this one.HOHOHO. =D

blog again later!

2008-06-11T21:58:00.003+08:00

The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.The computer broke down.

GAHH.thank goodness for daddy's laptop or I'll be away from the virtual world for 123456789 years la.stupid thing crashed suddenly and I wasn't even using it.I think computers don't like me.Laptops like me better.hmph.unfair.

ok I wasn't making much sense.Life without the computer made me a little bonkers.=D

oh yea,saturday was emotional for nhds when we(sec 3s) pumped 100 and many teared.Jianhao was like injured but he still continured pumping which made many people tear.Perhaps it's because we're proud that such a thing is still existent.Perhaps it's like a glimmer of hope for us to stand like we used to.but whatever it was,I hope that nhds will continue to grow in strength and that the juniors will stop being immature and laughing about such a serious matter.
DANCEHOOD! =D

ok yepp other than that,I guess I haven't got much to type here.The west malaysia trip is in like 5 days and I'm kinda exciting.HOPEFULLY,there's shopping!=D

Speaking of which,I'm going shopping with my mummy tomorrow for father's day present and for ourselves too!I'M GOING TO BUY THE WHOLE OF JURING POINT.HOHOHO.=D

Oh yes,I haven't finished my mountain of homework and stuff.HAHA.

& I'm pretty glad it's finally over but then again,I might just miss it a little. HAH.ok maybe not!

ok then got to go!
SMILEY =D

2008-06-05T21:21:00.003+08:00

I changed my blogskin!!It's not really very me...like it's so peaceful and serene.NOT THAT I'M NOT,but I usually have cheery and colourful or cute blogskins.Anyway,I guess I ain't that cheery all the time,so yepp!

It's nice anyway!

(=

2008-06-04T15:35:00.001+08:00

I was supposed to blog long ago about tianjun's birthday party and all but I was waiting for the pictures from shirlyn =D anyway,since my blog is so dead,I shall blog without the pictures and blog again when i get them.HAH.

hhmm,ok put tianjun's party aside...NDP first!!(=
NDP is fun fun fun!

Shirlyn and I were playing truth or dare with yvvone and friend and a couple of other sec 1s in the bus on the way there! oh and YVONNE STILL OWES A DARE!! We were laughing so much.GOSH.they are such funny people!(=

we reached and rehearsed amd ran around and stuff.gosh ok,like before we dance,we have to walk goodness knows how many metres.and it's not take-your-time-slowly-stroll.It's more like walk-as-fast-as-you-can-and-if-you-have-short-legs-you-totally-JOG.and finally we reach and music goes on and we dance.after that we have to RUN,yes you didn't see wrongly,R-U-N RUN. So,it's like after you are so exhausted form all that walking and dancing you have to RUN FAST all the way back.GOSH.and plus the drum thingy,it's TIRING ok.I think I'm starting to sound bimbotic but ah well who cares (= OH AND WORSE OF ALL,AFTER ALL THAT DANCING WALKING RUNNING I DIDN'T EVEN LOSE 1 GRAM I THINK! ok that's really bimbotic.I should stop complaining yes?=D

On the way back to school,Shirlyn and I were playing with douglas and leon.It was revenge time! MUAHAHA. because right,last week we were trying to sleep and they kept disturbing us so this week since they foolishly planted themselves in front of us it was our turn!we used the seat covers and whacked them.Then,leon shirlyn and I + I think shenyong and nicholas also, started poking tickling and whacking douglas.GOSH.he was squirming around and screaming like a girl!! XD super hilarious!

OH and beneneh is a big fat meanopok!hahaha!right shir?hmph. XD

yepp so that's it for NDP for now.(=

ok yea I'm still procrastinating doing what I should have done long ago.BUT,ah well I don't know how to go about writing it without being fake,or offensive.so yea.and I think I sound mean,but I don't really want to think about it anymore.It's just so vexing.

and you know what,yesterday when I talked to jia qian over the phone until 3AM(ZOMG!),I realised why these problems always happen to me.It's mostly because I HAVE ZERO LEVEL OF STREET SMARTNESS WADSOEVER.so yea it takes long for me to know who's friend,who's foe,who's nice and who's not.Until of cos something happens.ok someone give me street smartness please!(=

&oh no it's happening all over again. stupid guy.

2008-05-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

These days have been far from happy with all these unhappiness and disasters happening.

Well,for one,there's the Sichuan earthquake.I watched the Sichuan charity show and cried like 4 times.There's this super touching story about how a mother saved her 3-4mth old child.When they found her,she was dead but in a very awkward position so they dusted the dirt off her and found that there was a baby in her arms perfectly well and sleeping.The mother left a message in her handphone and put it in the baby's backpack and it read:" qing ai de bao bei,ru guo ni hai huo zhe,qing ji zhu ma ma yong yuan ai ni." or something like that.She's such an amazing mum!Sacrificing her life for her child and reminding her child abt her love for him/her.The victims of the earthquake are such poor things.Everybody donate ok?(= They really need our help!

yepp,there are many unhappy happenings these days.misunderstandings,friendship problems...i really feel so sick.and right now I don't really know what to do for all these many problems.there just isn't a simple solution and I really wish I could not care about any of these at all.That day,Shirlyn asked me in the bus on the way to Bedok camp for NDP,"If you had to choose between a clique or a bestfriend,which will you choose?" and I was thinking clique,because then you have more than 1 person to depend on.yepp.I just suddenly thought of what she said and decided to type it down.It doesn't mean anything alright?(= yepp it's a pretty gd qns.I shall go think about it.

OH.and also look for a nice blogskin.(=
AND.I went to my mum's cousin's wedding the other day.
PICTURES OF ME AND MY COUSIN(S)!

ADIOUS!(=

2008-05-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

I finally got down to posting.& I'm doing it now cos kai bugged and nagged at me to do so!HAHA.

ok right.mid-years are like totally screwed up.bad news is that I totally flunked my maths and sciences.Wonderful yea?Oh but on the happier side,I topped lit and managed an A for ss,which I suppose is quite ok since some people failed,and got like a B for english which I also suppose is quite ok because some people failed and mose of the others got like a C.yupp but the rest of my results are just crappish la.PTC on friday sure die.

ok next.eh.oh ya saturday had Iron Chef,like some cooking thing in my church.so yepp.Hannah went.she's like my cousin's friend.yepp.erm,we didn't win anything but I seriously think that our food tasted nice ok!even our master chef couldn't stop eating.See,it's good luh!erm,ok after that went to my cousin'd house and all then went home.

ok next.sunday,after church went shopping and bought a billabong bag.It's quite nice to me,black and baby pink.But quite big,like can use as luggage bag I think.Heh.then today,bought another one.It's black and some other colour from MYUK.It's Smaller too.But I still think that the Billabong one is nicer.Ah well,I decided to use the MYUK bag tomorrow because I don't have that much stuff to bring.My mum said to alternate the bags so like,when I have alot of books I can take the bigger one and vice versa.But now I think I can't get a bag for camp anymore because I already got two and my mum says I can use the billabong bag.GAHH.I don't want to be an odd-one-out!

yepp ok so I guess that's about it.Haven't really been in the best of moods lately because I guess some relationship of mine is going sour?yea I feel quite made-used of and upset,pissed.but oh well it really isn't up to me now.There's not much that I can do if I keep getting "daoed" and all.and well,for some reason or reasons I'm not even worthy of a single sms or some kind of care and concern yea?The test I tried has proven itself.yupp but I guess it's ok.I've pretty much accepted it already.

yupp so that's all.will post soon I guess.oh NDP is FUNFUNFUN!(=

Adious!

2008-05-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

I haven't posted in like a gazillion and 1 years already because of the dreaded mid-yrs.Anyway,there are lots of stuff I wanted to type but there isn't enough time.so yepp.I'm not in the best of mood either.

Bye(=

2008-05-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

ok I've been pocrastinating about blogging for the whole day and now I can't cause I have to go.So just bear with this sentence for awhile ok?

love you all! (=

disclaimer:i'm not that cheery actually but ah well since I'm only supposed to type 1 sentence I guess I should make it cheery.I'M NO EMO KID.(=

2008-04-27T00:30:00.000+08:00

It's a facade we put ourselves in.

gahh.zonk.bahh.bonk.ok don't ask me what's that cause i dunnoe.it's like,the i-dunnow-how-to-describe-feeling.mid-years.mid-years.mid-years.ok i'm stressed and tired out by like everything and anything.ok not really that was an exxageration just that I've got lots of stuff going through my mind and all.yea anyway,gtg mug and stuff so yepp.be right back after mid-years.

feel the sinking feeling hear the sound of stabbing.

2008-04-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

gahh exams are coming must mug mug mug.
grrr stupid I feel so zonk now.
like,aye i also dunnoe how to describe.-.-
today after school onwards is a badbadbad day.

there's my mum there,nagnagnag scoldscoldscold complaincomplaincomplain.

then there's my dad there,nagnagnag scoldscoldscold complaincomplaincomplain.

then there's physics test tomorrow and I feel so stressed up about it cause like it's mock mid-yr so if i can't do it it kinda reflects my mid-yrs already unless a miracle happens during those hours and few days.

then there's chem re-test on thurs reccess which i seriously don't want to take cause I'm not gonna get a B3 anyway and so I'll still be failing.and I've been failing since the start of the year so it's highly impossible to pass my mid-yrs but then agn i don't want to fail.GAHHHHH.

then there's lit test aft school on thurs also meaning I may have to take 2 tests that day.and the lit test is mock mid-yrs so once agn it will reflect my mid-yrs and blah.

and then there's problems with you,me,everybody. gahhh.

I'm starting to wonder if it's just a label to you.no meaning.you say and use it because it's a habit.I looked at the things you wrote.I recall our struggles and all that we've been through.I recall your promise to me.What you once said.But have you lived up to the promise we made?Have you ever put yourself in my shoes?Those 3 words-4 syllabus you said,I took it to heart.I remember it uptil today.But does it even ring a bell to you?The true meaning of it?Maybe it's me.Maybe after all,I still don't know you.I still don't understand you.and likewise,you don't understand me either.Thinking about it,it seems like you never treasured it.After today,it really is up to you to make your decision.You left me alone once,and now you're doing it again.You don't treat me like you used to anymore & I know I've already been replaced.

break-down.collapse.die.

2008-04-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

we learnt abt the alpha and beta thing today and it was SOOO INTERESTING.-.- alpha and beta is seriously redundant.like,they don't even HELP solve questions.they're just there to make the qns more confusing and make life difficult for maths noobs like me yea?i know i make so much sense.AHAH.anyway,i got so fed up with it,i wrote an anti-alpha and beta poem.(:

ANTI-ALPHA AND BETA POEM.

Alpha and Beta,
They're not my friends at all.
I hate them and they hate me too
They make my maths grades fall.

They make me bored and sleepy,
And everyone else too.
And now we all just want to scream,
We hate you so shoo shoo.

But imprinted on our textbooks,
They just refuse to leave.
Oh,won't you leave us alone?
just go away now,please.

The sight of you just makes me sick
You're a stinky piece of shit.
You plant your roots inside my book
It gives me such a fit.

So since we hate each other so,
You really should just pack and go.

Take all your sums away with you.
Alright.Leave now.Shoo Shoo.

not too bad yea?(:
tomorrow is sports day! 304 and dance jiayou!

oh ya,today was like super drama with the discipline committee and all.but blah and gahh so boring to talk abt that.haha.alright then.BYEBYE(:

2008-04-14T21:09:00.000+08:00

ok I have been a lazy poke.but I changed blogskin!NICE RIGHT?(points sharp dagger at your throat)ahah.right.

bahh i still don't like that cher.did i meantion the book review incident?sooooo stupid i tell you.wth is wrong with her la.(i wanted to type an f there but ah well not very nice la so i delete.)that day must hand-up book review,i nvr bring.ok fine.i didn't do.she say:" well then u have to go home and get it."like bahh la.then aft that she say hand up the next day and do 3.think she meant do 1 more but ah well she said 3 so i do 3 which is like suppose to be the original.anyway,tons of ppl did 2 so i do 3 is considered as 1 more la.then she return me,mark 0.no i'm not exxagerating.ZERO.wth.then she write there that i hand up 2 days late.=_= and it's counted for mid-yrs or something la.she's like all out to make me fail ok.then today got some oral conversation thing.then i was like not stressed at all.cause I dun like her she dun like me,if she were not impartial she'll still mark me down wad.then at the end,she praised me so i suppose i should be doing relatively ok,provided she's impartial and all blahblahblah.blahblahblahblahblah.

ok enough ranting yea?tests,tests and more tests.so lifeless.but ah well there's NDP and DANCE!(= that's nice! but practices very little scared we don't perform as well.gahh.stupid.worry abt so many things.tsk.ok eh,recently quite close to lingyuan and xiong yea?(= happy.always msg my tallie!

ok i'm bored.shall posts some overdue pics to reward u for reading all my rants(: if u skipped to this part,u're a cheater-butt i tell you!

last neoprint I took (=

think the last neo was taken on lit remedial?

and that was like march holidays...-.-

ahah this is nice! (= (SAY YES!)

ahhhh,tarzan!my love <3
I don't care he's so hot and man and adventurous(=

sometimes it feels like i never knew you and you never knew me
sometimes it feels you never really treasured me
sometimes it feels we just ain't the same anymore
sometimes it feels we don't understand each other like before.
sometimes sometimes sometimes
too many sometimes becomes an always thing yea?
and then i break-down,collapse,die
and i think u won't even care
because I never really meant anything to you afterall

2008-03-30T18:38:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged in a long time.anyway,didn't go to school on tuesday.went to the dentist.turned out that it's severe gum infection caused by bacteria stuck between a gap where my gums overlap my molar,preventing it from growing(yes it's complicated).so the dentist trimmed my gum and i had to suffer in pain for the next few days.it's better now though.so maybe i won't need to operate to cut my gum to give space for my molar after all =D

oh yes i cut my hair.new haircut;new hairstyle.now i look very different!haha!but don't know whether it's for the better or for the worse.oh well,change is good(: i feel much lighter too!oh and the hair salon totally rocks!felt like i was some star there.and it ain't expensice either.only thing is it's pretty far.haha!i'm gonna have messy hair tomorrow.0.0

ok then,that's abt it i guess.need to go do lit now.

2008-03-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

BOOHOO I GOT A BOOBOO ON MY GUM
and it's like damn pain la.i think i should just live on fluid.and guess what,there's NO DENTIST near my house.yea u should be pitying me now.i thought having straight(thought big) teeth meant that i could be spared of the horror of putting on braces.apparently,I got this huh.probably a wisdom tooth that need to be operated on.i bet i'll lose weight after this.and that's suppposed to be a good thing.like,i practically lived on a few strands of wanton noodle and milo for breakfast and lunch.

ANYWAY,today i learnt a very important lesson in life(ok maybe only applicable if u wanna be a teacher).like the difference between a good and bad cher.good teachers are funny,amusing and helpful.like they help you and accompany you when you need to write a letter of apology to retreive back your handphone.good teachers show genuine love,care and concern for their students by listening to them and talking to them as if a friend.They are willing to sacrifice their break time to accompany a student,making sure he/she is ok alone(or even with a friend) outside the staffroom.a good teacher is one who truly understands his/her students and their needs and gains respect and attention this way.It really isn't difficult to be a good teacher u know.unless you're some meanopok nincompoop who finds pleasure in berating,confiscating stuff,being demanding and basically making life miserable for all of your students.and in the 1st place,if a student does not pay attention during your lesson,you should reflect on your own teaching.It shows that either you did not manage to earn the respect of your students or basically they see no point in listening to your gobbledegook.Either way,you ought to be worried about your rice bowl if you find students sleeping or doing other stuff during you lesson.Haven't you teachers ever wondered why some of you are so popular amonst the students while others may even have an anti club and be on top of everyone's hate list?making life difficult for your students,making them feel so small,being unappreciative of the effort they put in to ask another teacher abt the format of their apology letter(and i thought the effort and sincerity was what counted) and getting scolded for it instead.we,as students call that intiative.and you,as teachers ought to be happy that we even bothered.But if you choose to treat this as a threaten,why you guys must be having a guilty conscience.seriously, THAT'S the difference some of you will never be able to understand.

ok there i'm done.today's a bad day.gum ache plus irritating cher.GAHH.

2008-03-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

Haven't blogged in a super long time because I was busy and lazy.HOHO.

ok I know it's a little late to say this,but the holidays(supposedly) are like gone in a flash.gahh.sometimes,I really can't stand holidays,especially those 1 week or few days kind.seems worse than normal schooling days all the time.holiday huh?my foot luhh!Anyway,eh,i try to recap what happened during the hols...

MONDAY - went to school for lit.watched "a beautiful mind". IT's a really nice show abt this nobel prize mathematician,John Nash and how he dealed with schizophrenia and depression and stuff.really sad and touching and nice at the same time.olivia,daphine and I were like super kiasu luhh.we bought a GIANT popcorn from the cinema at JEC and LUGGED it to school.ok not really lugged since we took a cab.But I'm pretty sure we did look ridiculous.-.- After that,went to take neos! TSK.DAPHINE U OWE ME THE PICS U SCANNED!HOHOHO.

TUESDAY - DANCE DANCE DANCE!eh,we learned spanish and played games with the sec 1s to bond them and stuff.The sec 3 guys and sec 4 girls practiced for speech day and the dance is so nice!!!(: eh...alot of things happened...erm,think we went for dinner?(I don't remember) ok anyway,all i remember is that it was very fun as usual!(: TUESDAY WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF THE HOLS!

WEDNESDAY - supposed to have physics remedial but it got cancelled.wanted to go watch STEP UP 2 with BESTIE and qian jie but mum didn't allow so went to church for study session instead.(: ok it was supposed to be jamming session but I can't play and I can't sing so I did work since there were others accompanying me(: OH WE GOT CAUGHT IN THE RAIN!cos we were greedy so we went to the library there to buy chicken chunks and attempted to look for my books for book review and all.then it rained and 3 ppl(KAI,WEI AND I) had to share one puny umbrella.Then when we went back Darryl kept poking fun of me.hmph.i realised all darryls i know like to bully me.TSK.

THURSDAY - thank goodness maths remedial was cancelled or it would be study-till-you-drop-dead-day.8-9,had physics.9-12,had chem.bloody shamima was at her nonsence AGAIN.GAHH.HATE HER.(like in the 1st place no one loves/likes her) After that went to eat at ZINGDO!I LOVE THE KIMCHI NOODLES!!!!then went to library find library books for book reviews and went home.

FRIDAY - couldn't stand it anymore.stayed at home and slacked like a pig.slept like i nvr slept before.HOHO.then did work.

ok so that's abt it.my holidays.no life at all.gahh.

2008-03-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

~lalala

nice stuff about today...=D

there was dance today!and we learned spanish which is very nice!but i still like NDP dance better.our ndp costume is like,oh-my-gosh...it's some tube thingy,or something that shows akot of flesh and in my case,FATS.TSK.haha.so then we thought of going on some water diet thingy.like you fill yourself with liquid,but i think we'll die.haha!oh and today was "bun-day"! thank you jing er for the many pins!(: luckily,we didn't have to take off our shirt today.PHEW!(we wear bodysuit inside btw)After dance,went to BOTAK JONES to eat!somehow,I didn't pay.like,I also dunnoe why. hahaha. Anyway,thanks tee yien for the drinks!(: WOOH and I suddenly remembered,we're thinking of making class jacket and dance jacket/hoodie!yay!

not so nice stuff about today... D=

got back progress report slip today.Mr chan is going to call our parents I think.He's like gonna call the parents of those who failed like,2 and more subjects? and maybe for those who fail 1 subject.that is practically the whole class la.TSK.i failed like two subjects,which actually is not THAT bad you know....except that it's BOTH my sciences.so shit la.and for the 1st time in my life I just passes my english.and only 13 people passed.=_= I seriously want to ask Ms Chng for her marking scheme ok...like she is so demanding and unreasonable with standards as high as the skies and as absurd as an alien.BAH.can't stand it.and I've got no A.so pathetic.fail 2,no A.people from blahblahblah school or blahblahblah class with blahblahblah good teachers or have blahblahblah good brains please don't talk to me about your As or your marks wadsoever.If u want to talk about it,stay FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME.blah.

alright then.that's abt it.gotta go do my gazillion holiday homework and assignments.and I've to go back to school from mon - thurs.HOLIDAY???YEA RIGHT.):

byebye

2008-03-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

~LALALA

new blogskin!yes I know it's cute and you're jealous!XD

anyway,road-run was fun!
we got our class-tee!
which is nice according to me and many others from other classes(:
and most people wore it!
YAY!
OH and maggie said it looks like NEW-URBAN MALE!
WOOH WE'RE BRANDED!
oh and 3 girls from our class got top 20!
Daphine,Yijun and Yilin!=D
and about 3 others got arnd 20-30 like that..
Junjie,Olvia and Me!=D
BUT OLIVIA CHU CHEATED.HAH!
SHE CUT ACROSS SO THAT SHE DON'T NEED TO RUN/WALK SO MUCH!SLACKER!
and I had gastric!
super pain and super hungry...
made me sad sad sad,until my mac burger came of course!(i sound like a BIG FAT GLUTTON.)ok then after that mass games.quite expected us to LOSE.BUT,we draw with 307 and lost to 30~(forgot already) so then 1 more game to go.JIAYOU PEOPLE!(:
yupp so i guess that's about it!

OH AND ONE MORE THING!
on saturday,we talked things out already!=D
conclusion = we will give each other a chance to change our flaws and learn to be more accepting of others.now that we know the root of the problem,we know our friendship is probably gonna get stronger from here if all goes well(:

ok then I've got lots of stuffy shitty to do(:
LOVESS!

2008-03-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

I got a new blogskin!
super cute right?
(:
post tomorrow!
LOVES!

2008-02-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

TSK.you really should find out your FACTS first before you start all your gobbledygook.anyway,heh the last 2 post were not nice at all.make me sound like some bitch?maybe.lol.oh well.what's typed has already been typed so whether it served it's main purpose or not is a different story altogether.(:

road-run is on friday! at west-coast.5.5km i think.think i'll plop dead in the end.haha.but then road-run can turn black!ok maybe turn red also but nevermind la.(: getting our oh-so-beautiful(I HOPE AND PRAY SO)class tee tomorrow!it's blue...quite bright.haha.hope the guys don't look gay.HAHA.OH AND PEOPLE PLEASE PLEASE WEAR IT ON FRIDAY!if not Daphine and Siew Kiang rushed it out for nothing la!hai.don't be trapped in the past!I know many of us(including me) miss our secondary two classes lots,but we're in secondary 3 now.surely it's time for us to move on in life yea?make 304 an even nicer class(: so please wear 304 class tee instead of your sec 2 one!even though,personally i might have considered wearing 206 class tee but there was no such thing cos MISS YEO LOST THE DESIGN.IDIOT.anyway,my point is:

I HOPE OUR CLASS TEE WILL TURN OUT TO BE OH-SO-BEAUTIFUL AND EVEN IF IT DOESN'T,THAT THE WHOLE CLASS WILL WEAR IT(:

ok 2nd thing.had dance today.which reminds me,we didn't do the DANCE CHEER today!

nan hua dance is dynamite
and if u mess with dynamite
it goes tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick
BOOM DYNAMITE
boom boom boom
BOOM DYNAMITE!

and YAY we're like performing for NDP'08!!!
and the dance is like oh-so-nice!
and it's like hip-hop-ishy?which makes it nice!
and we're like REALLY DANCING not formations!
and that'll be like so cool!
and that's like making me high!
and it is the reason for every line starting with "and" and having a "like" in it!

ok then that's about it(:
my common test results tell me what a flunker i am.
oh well.say hi to noob me!

ADIOUS!
LOVESSS

2008-02-24T19:20:00.000+08:00

you tell us to let the 2 best friends sort things out themselves.you tell us to leave her alone and let them patch things up themselves.you tell us not to get involved.who are you to tell us what to do?we have our own opinions and ideas.this is a blog.an online diary.a place for us to voice out our feelings.and you know what,why don't you yourself stop being involved in this 1st.this is a girl thing,and u claim that you are "only her best guy friend.overall,still not best friend." so then,why are you getting involved in this yourself?just because you don't blog about the matter,does not mean you are not getting yourself involved in this.why,who is the one who has been informing them of our latest posts huh?excuse me.we are not as ignorant as you think.and then you claim that you know how it feels.what do you know?it's been a decade.ten years.u think u know what she's feeling?i bet no.and the "whole world" already knew this since ages before i blogged about it.it's just that you guys were ignorant about it.you claim that we are hating her for the wrong reasons.WOW.i never knew there were right and wrong,and neutral reasons to hate someone.

you claim to not be "siding with anyone,but will defend who you want to." such an irony.if i were her,i can imagine how hurt i'll feel.maybe it's just the way i'm interpreting it,but it seems like your decision is to help her and not her(u know who i'm reffering to). and why should we compromise?are u telling us to be fake,double-faced?and you claim,"who needs face?....." "face" is an informal way of saying dignity.so you claim that the both of you do not need your dignity?wow you guys are like not human.

2008-02-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

~lalala
haven't blogged in like,AGES.haha anyway,i'm gonna start this post with something not meant for most of you.people from school,don't worry it's not you or anyone you know.(:

To YOU-KNOW-WHO
by now,u should know who you are.It's not that I'm scared to type your name here,just that I wanted to give you "face" even though yr skin is like thicker than the biggest tree.SERIOUSLY,don't you see what's happening?your friendship with her lasted for about a DECADE.TEN YEARS.and yet,why don't u ask yourself,do YOU cherish your friendship?This is NO misunderstand.and it didn't happen cos of what someone said wadsoever,it's been MONTHS.and yet did YOU,HER BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE,even realise what u were doing to her?Did YOU even realise that you guys were drifting apart?Did YOU even realise how much you've changed?well,let me tell you,you've changed ALOT.

1)EXTREMELY THICK-SKIN
2)A BIG FLIRT
3)IRRITATING
4)INSENSITIVE
5)ACTS BIMBOTIC
6)ACT GUAI
7)OVER-REACTIVE
etc etc etc

last but not least you are OBVIOUSLY some attention-seeking freak.which results in all of the above.do you even think before you act.stop being ALL TALK NO ACTION.you tell her how you still treat her as a bestfriend.PLEASE.WHY DON'T YOU SHOW IT.ask yourself,have you really treated her as your bestfriend?or have you been too busy flirting,acting cute and being some attention-seeking freak?oh after this I betr you're gonna cry and tell your mummy or something.well i,or rather,we dun really care.since this is your way of gainging attention,GO AHEAD.no one's stopping you dear.go cry and flood the place.

By now,u must be hating me.well seriously i dun care.This blogpost is meant for you to see.i'm already giving you face by not adding your big fat name.If you think i'm a coward hiding behind the computer screen,i can always read this outloud in front of your face.I don't mind u hating me,just remember,u aren't exactly that well-liked either.Have a good day(:

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ok that was some way to start a blogpost.Anyway,COMMON TEST IS OVER!YAY!haha.road-run is on fri!GONNA CHIONG!(: doesn't really matter if i dun get top 20 lah.haha.OH and there's the lovely ugly cheer!I'll post the lyrics and video some other day.(: CHINGAY WAS FUNFUNFUN!!!the stupid philipine grp in charge was damn irritating though.GAHH.feel like killing her just thinking abt it.but overall,still fun!*BIMBOS!!*

haha gtg.sry the not-so-nice part of my post happens to be really long.hehe.will post soon! (:

LOVESSS

2008-02-10T02:50:00.000+08:00

I logged into blogger with a whole lot of things in my mind and a whole lot of things to say but nothing is coming out.GAH.writer's block?LOL.maybe cos I just spent so much time blogging on my lit blog that I've lost the interest to blog already.It's already 2:52 am.yes u saw correctly.AM not PM.haha.yea I know it's kinda crazy to be blogging at this hour but I thought that since I'm already on the comp and not sleeping yet,I might as well blog.haha.makes so much sense yea?

GAHH.so many things to do.so little time.sleep is seriously a waste of time.I sleep about 6 hours a day(cos I have many things to do).Imagine if I didn't sleep...how much more things I can do in a day lah!omg I think I'm really insane,sleeping less and less a day trying to get more things done.=_=

you know what,actually,I'm really exhausted now.and I'm sick.so maybe I ought to sleep earlier tonight...or should I say this morning.haha.anyway,happy chinese new year!although mine wasn't exactly THAT happy.HAH.I think i'm becoming a fat pig already.

2008-01-31T21:54:00.000+08:00

ok no time to post so i'll make this quick...figure out yrself from the limited words lah.XD

chingay bodyguard!missing church on sat...2 sats i think

test,test and more test!

sweet adiction!

CNY!

class tee!

yupp ok that's abt it...short and sweet huh?(:

2008-01-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO!update update.yea I'm getting both pissed and irritated by "SOMEONE".GOSH. SSOOOOOO UBER SUPER DUPER ULTRA IRRITATING LAH! *shudders!* Anyway,school had been alright so far.304's gonna do both jersey and class tee I think!(: or maybe 1 at a time?depends if ppl are willing to buy both lah(: andandand,I bet out class tee/jersey is gonna be the most unique/unique-est!from the design,to the colour...EVERYTHING!(: YAY! haha.anyway,today started of with a cat-fight with Daphine.cos I sat at her seat,so she shout at me to go back,but Olivia was sitting on my seat,so i asked her to ask oli to move back 1st b4 i move back luhh.(makes so much sense lorh).then she don't want,so we began to "fight" for the seat,and in the end she went to Yanru there(or was it Siew Kang?)LOL.anyway,we started laughing cos we were making such a huge commotion over...nothing?HAHA!Then during Malay,Olivia and I were arm wrestling,both left and right hand....LOL!Yilin was SLEEPING LIKE A LOG!eeehhhh yea i dun remember much already...oh yah I still don't see what's wrong with telling lingyuan abt solo king during reccess...she also from dance wad...then I only say that we say he very poor thing nia.WEIRD LAH.see if she's curious or wad it's not my fault cos u all made such a big fuss over nothing.DIAO.=_=

DANCE TOMORROW!(:

2008-01-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

There's maths test tomorrow and I'm so dead.GAHH.I wish there was lit all day long lah.=/ ok I suddenly forgot what I wanted to post about.=_= DAMN.OH well...I'm lil miss short-term.HEH.eh,there's dance tomorrow.YAY!and we'r dancing CNY!DOUBLE YAY!(: I'm in like such an obvious position-right in front,as always.LOL.

me not knowing anything is just a facade.HAH.I feel like giving up being a double-headed snake.It's about time to do something face to face.

2008-01-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hello(: ok so this is like my 1st post in 2008 about 2008.right.so I'm in 304.the people are nice!well,other than the 4 musketeers.=_= STUPID AND DISGUSTING AH LIANS WHO COMPLAIN ABOUT EVERYTHING.HAH.ALOT OF PEOPLE DUN LIKE THEM ANYWAY.oh and the 2 anti-social gays.actually they're ok lah,as long as they don't disturb me.school has been fun so far.we don't have a proper seating arrangement.like we just chose where we wanted to sit and it became permenant.yes,we have a slack and disgustingly horrendous form cum maths teacher.HOW NICE.oh and we have 3 co-forms too!and to think we only have 35 ppl in our class.INTERESTING DISTRIBUTION OF TEACHERS HUH.anyway,the co-forms are nice!and they teach well too!MUCH BETTER THAN THAT MR.CHAN AT LEAST.LOL.oh and i'm seating next to Yilin!YAY PEANUT AND BUTTER SIT NEXT TO EACH OTHER!(: that's really nice XD oh and daphine's in front and olivia's diagonally behind!oh and liang wei song is behind me.SO SCARY LAH IN HCL CLASS.=_= his chinese is like.....and i have no idea what he's saying.LOL.so yepp!guess school's pretty fun!BUSY AND TIRING TOO...BUT FUN!miss bestie loads though.like got no time to talk to her on phone.so sad.anyway,here are my teachers!

English:miss elaine chng-she's quite nice i guess.boring?yes a lil.but bearable.she's quite a gd cher though.

Higher Chinese:wang jian ping lao shi-HIGHLY AMBITIOUS AND HER LESSONS ARE STRESSFUL(imagine a teacher who expects A1 from all her students+liang wei song's enthuness..=_=)SCARY.she teaches well though...seems nice so far.hehe.

A+EMaths:Mr.Chan-KILLER!BORING.FAIL AT MENTAL SUMS.LAZY.AND EVEN MORE BORING.): need i say more?

Physics:Miss goh-no no not jenny goh.she's a new teacher and she's nice and i think she teaches well.AND,i actually like her lessons!(: 1 of my co-forms too.

Chemistry:Miss Shamima-need i say more?KILLER.BORING.IRRITATING.LAZY.(we were practically BEGGING her to give us notes,and she refused.)

Elec. Hist:Miss Laura Khoo-she's very weird and funny cos she's weird.SUPER thick-skin...and just weird...but at least she's amusing and I think she teaches well.(:

Social Studies:Miss Ng-she's nice and articulates her words very well for someone with a short tongue.she's not boring at all and nice!i think i like S.S.!(:

PE:Mr.JONATHON TAN-yes i know u're jealous!(:

and i saved the best for the last...
LITERATURE:Miss Joy Koh-she's nice,dramtic...blah blah blah all the gd stuff she has lah.LOL.I LOVE LITERATURE!!!LIKE ALOT!(:

ok then thats about all!(:
gotta go back to studying and all!
ADIOUS!

have a heart for the mentally unstabled ok?(:

2008-01-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

backtrack to 2007...

Dinner and Dance;21st dec.

met with diane at jurong east mrt station b4 going to ywca.since the theme was retro,I wore this colourful shirt and jeans.oh and we wore make-up!(: went there,and realised we were kinda early so we went to the toilet to touch up and stuff.when we came out,we saw Darryl and William in suspenders and wigs.SUPER FUNNY!oh and Abel looked like some Mr.Bean with that humoungous coat of his.Eric was in SUPER TIGHT pants that madde his butt look so big and Pastor Eric was in some golden cowboy suite thingy.Wei Yee came in some PINK PRINCESSY DRESS!!!like those run-away princess from some fairytale story.HEHE.so then anyway,the program of the night wasn't very fun cos most of the games didn't have everyone participating and all,the food wasn't like fantastic or something and there was WAYYY too little dancing): yepp so i guess thats about it.was a pretty interesting experience i guess...

BBQ at Xian Zheng's house;22nd dec.

BBQ at Xian Zheng's house was fun!XD we met at clementi mrt and I was the EARLIEST!! then soon dionne and tian jun arrived and helped me to carry the heavy brownie cake.then lingyuan,grace and jia qian came and gave me my bnirthday present!LOVE IT LOADS!THANK YOU!!!(: oh yea and Lingyuan said that she asked Xian Zheng where XUEMIAO was and he said "guo ye"(stay overnight) so when we went to his house,we shouted upstairs:"XUEMIAO NI KE YI XIA LAI LE!" LOL! anyway,Xian Zheng's house is pretty big and he had a pretty small christmas tree;its like slightly taller than me.LOL.oh and we realised that Xian Zheng and his sis don't look alike at all.HAHA.so then after we ate,Lingyuan,XUEMIAO BESTIE(:,Tian Jun and I just sat around and started to chat.I forgot if there were others,OOPS.haha.oh,Lingyuan and I danced "Queen of Hip-Pop" cos we were bored.hehe.then we started looking at Tian Jun's hp and saw lots of SWEEEEEEET messages between him and Phoebe!then we kept teasing him.At the same time,Xian Zheng's parents were asking who's Xuemiao and asked her to seat with them like some happy family thing.LOL.BESTIE U SMS XIAN ZHENG TOO MUCH LER LAH!!then we started teasing bestie too!!i think we were kinda bo liao.oh while we were talking and gossiping,the guys were playing cards.Then we went to the playground and all 12 of us climbed the spider web thingy,which was harder for me cos i have short legs =_= so only some routes work for me since i can't reach certain ones.after playing in the playground and swing and everything,we decided to go back and cut my brownie cake!They blindfolded me and made me walk everywhere around the house,which was scary cos i'm VERY SCARED OF THE DARK): but then jia qian was holding my hand so it wasn't so bad after all.then they made me go through obstacles and stuff,turn round and round and go up and down stairs b4 leading me to the outside area and sprayed me with water and flour!!!made me look like some old hag lah!XD then Xian Zheng's nice mother asked me to go bathe and lent me a towel(: after that,Xian Zheng's dad sent lingyuan,grace,dionne and I home...or to wherever our parents were waiting for us.HOW NICE OF HIM!

THANKYOU BESTIE FOR MY PRESENT!
THANKYOU LINGYUAN,GRACE and JIA QIAN FOR MY PRESENT!
and THANKYOU EVERYONE FOR THAT WONDERFUL SURPRISE AND ALL!!!

CHRISTMAS DAY
MY BIRTHDAY!recieved loads of presents and hong bao!YAY I'M RICHER!!!muahaha!anyway,the rest of the day was spent like every other year?at my cousin's house cos its big.yepp thats about it.

Watchnight Service
we were pretty high that night after the countdown and all...details i shall not say cos i'm tired already.yepp.it was just fun lah.erm,abit boring cos there was nothing much to do when we stayed over but other than that quite fun!OH AND MACDONALDS IS A BIG FAT LIAR.they day that their 24/7 but we couldn't seem to get throught them from 3am to 6am.=_= IRRITATING.

ok i shall post about 2008 tomorrow.NIGHT!(:

2008-01-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

I've not posted in a long time cos I was using facebook.haha.anyway,its the 1st day of school!XD ok I shall post about Dinner and Dance,Xian Zheng's house bbq and more tomorrow.(:

ADIOUS!
BESTIE I MISS U!NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!

2007-12-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

ok so I realised that I haven't posted in a super long time.heh.

anyway,yea I went to Thailand;Bangkok from 14th-17th dec.erm,due to my super short-term memory I shall just briefly type what I did there.We went to the floating market and saw the palace,imperial hospital,many temples and even 1 with the graves of famous dead people,whom i obviously nvr knew their existence in the 1st place.the boat ride was kinda fun though,and we got to feed the fish.oh and they had this myth that if u see a white fish it represents good luck,but i dun believe lah!haha!we also learned some funny thai dance thingy...kinda simple and not really like a dance but it was kinda funny watching the old ppl try it.HAHAHA!err,we also went to Dream World,and seriously,i think Escape is much better.the rides were like booooooring.the rollercoater was not as thrilling as it should be and the haunted house looked FREAKY!:x i guess thats abt all for the sight seeing and then we did loads of shopping!!!

what I bought at Bangkok:
-8 shirts
-5 pairs of earrings(metal kind)
-3 rubber bands
-2 shorts(1 brown,1 blue and white)
-1 pants(can be 3/4 or full)
-1 triumph halter dress swimming costume(FINALLY!)
-1 white jacket
-1 bathrope
-1 shoulder bag
-1 pouch
-and tons of titbits and chewing gum(hehe)

yepp so i guess thats abt it for my trip.erm,yea so the next day when I got back had dance,and the day after too.had loads of muscle ache the next day and felt like I was paralysed or something.heh.so anyway,we had sec 4s ROD and buffet lunch on wed,meaning that we had half a day of dance prac only.we watched videos of all our pass SYFs and even this year's and they were so nice!XD but then agn,seems like NHDS standard is dropping.): hai.anyway,guess I'll be missing the sec 4s alot.I'll always remember their guidance during our SYF,especially Joanna who diaoed the lil baddie's moves(yea I was one of them.)sec 4s u guys must must must come back to visit!!! REMEMBER:ONCE A NANHUA DANCER,FOREVER A NANHUA DANCER.(:

yea ok.I'm tired now and there BBQ at xian zheng's house tomorrow so I'll post abt Dinner and Dance another time.

ADIOUS!

2007-12-10T14:48:00.000+08:00

i haven't posted for a week...cos i was too lazy(: and busy playing neopets!KAI GOT ME ADDICTED!XD

anyway,on wednesday,BESTIE and her younger brother came to my house to bake "goodness-knows-what"!we were supposed to bake cookies,then changed to curry puff...finally,we decided to do swiss roll,BUT we added to much flour,then cannot add water if not it wouldn't rise.so we decided to be smart alecs and create our own recipe....we added more flour and tried to bake cookies or something.it turned out to be 1/3 bread,1/3 cake,1/3 cookie...but still tasted NICE lah!XD anyway,took pics but blogger takes ever so long so i'll upload them next time(:

thursday,went to school for the dance leadership course thingy.did some personality test.it said that i'm VERY OVERLY HYPER(ok so its true sometimes),and that i might get depression or something if my life is without excitement(?)something like that.LOL.anyway,i LAUGHED alot during the course,cos da4 sam was so lame!errr...yah...thats abt it i guess

fri,DADDY'S BIRTHDAY!(: didn't go for jamming session and stayed at home.woke up EARLY in the morning to cut the cake,ate a PUNY slice and went back to sleep(yea i'm a pig).then at night,we went to ICHIBAN at IMM!!NICE NICE!XD ate ALOT.LOL.oh and i gave daddy his bdae present,a coffee maker!!HAHA.HE LOVES COFFEE!

sat,went for bowling.shared BERRIES AND COOKIES ice-cream with kai for lunch.eeerrrr...starting part i totally sucked at it and the ball kept going to the lonkang.but after that,i got better!&I GOT A STRIKE!!!i was jumping like mad lah!!oh and marcus kept cursing our grp(oops!lil miss short-term 4got who's in her grp!XD).and kai and i kept whacking him!and i think karen caught it on video!!anyway,bowling was FUN!except for marcus and his SUANing..
I VERY SMALL MEH?!?!?! ):

sunday was normal...I SWEAR/VOW/PROMISE/WHATEVER I HATE MY TUITION TEACHER(chinese)she is oh so BLOODY irritating lah."aiyo!zhen me bu hui ne??ren jia xiao si dou hui le!!" "bu shi wo yao shou ni men XIN JIA PO ZHEN FU...JIAO YU zhen de you wen ti...hua wen ying gai chong xiao jiu ti gao...yada yada yada" these are just some examples of things she always says.EXCUSE ME,CHINA'S EDUCATION SYSTEM IS ALSO NOT THAT FANTASTIC OK???ggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr

kae then,i guess thats abt all!
ADIOUS!

15 DAYS!(:

2007-12-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

today has been a happyhappy day cos kai came to my hse!!!and she came from like,MORNING till NIGHT.(: wanted to have a sleepover actually...but she has something on tomorrow,so yea.

WHAT KAI AND I DID TODAY
-watched ANIME(ouran high school host club and a lil of fruit basket)
-talked to people on msn using each other's accnts by accident.LOL
-ran around the hse chasing a mosquito with the water-squirting thingy AND SCREAMED!!!
-watched TV(cartoons,MTV asia,ren wo hao you)
-ate cup noodles for lunch;apple pie and ham for teabreak;yakitori for dinner
-drank JOLLY SHANDY
-watched happy-tree-friends(and they weren't IN THE LEAST HAPPY)
-made lil messes on the floor
-listened to SYF 2006 THEME SONG-"REACHING BEYOND"(she's in love with it)
-saw my TOOTISH,UGLY picture in the school mag when i was in sec one...and my SLIGHTLY better pic in sec 2...and all the other peeps.
-watched HILARIOUS videos.XD
-went to a blogshop with TONS of jap stuff that made kai go CRAAAAZZZYYY(u should have seen her...SCARY.XD)
-TALKED AND LAUGHED LOT!!(:

yepp so thats abt it(: tomorrow's gonna be another happyhappy day,cos BESTIE and her bro are coming over to bake STRAWBERRY SWISS CAKE!!!&ITS GONNA BE THE BEST STRAWBERRY SWISS CAKE EVER COS ITS A BESTIES CAKE!!!&WE'RE GONNA TAKE PICS!

kae then thats abt it....GTG!
ADIOUS!(:

2007-12-03T12:31:00.000+08:00

It's already december.& i haven't done my holiday hw yet!guess it means i'll have to do it later...and pack my room,cos kai might be coming to stay over(: i can't believe it,its gonna be the end of 2007 already!SSSOOOOOOO many things happened this year,both pleasant and unpleasant.and i'm really gonna miss 206'07 LOTS!i'm already missing everyone!and i'm starting to get the my-class-is-gonna-suck-next-year kinda feeling...like there's no one that i'm REALLY close to there.and tons of ppl seem to be appealing out of 304'08.is 304'08 such a bad class that so many ppl wanna get out of it???the only 2ive t0 6eliever,who's a gal there,is Isabel...and i'm not very close to her.well,there are quite a no. of dancers there too but most of them aren't like REALLY close to me...at least not now.so there,sec 3 life IS worrying me.they say that alot of ppl will change when they go to upper sec...will it really happen?):

now I can only hope that 304'08 will be a nice and fun class with nice people inside(:

2007-11-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

my comp blacked-out that day...while it was raining with thunder and lightning(THE SKY WAS CRYING!XD)and it had to be sent for repair for the back-light or something like that...but oh well,ITS BACK!(: oh i just realised that there's a dance outing on the 14th and i'll be in bangkok.oh well,guess i'll have to miss it then.thats a bad thing i suppose...LOL.

ok anyway,had jamming session in church just now.& I LEARNED THE DRUMS!wwweeeee....ACHIEVEMENT(: anyway,i'm still learning from joel...haha.no,not joel ong but joel YEO.ok random...anyway,drums is FUN but HARD.joel lent me his elementary drums book(and hao lian that he's not a BEGINNER) to practice.haha.so i've been hitting the chair with my pens.LOL.oh and kai said i looked "cute" playing the drums...cos i'm too short or something like that...LOL.anyway,i realised that shorter ppl(i'm referring to myself) have a DISSADVANTAGE at playing the drums...cos its harder to keep the hi-hat paddle down.lol.short legs mah.haha.ok i shall stop criticising my height.HAHAHA.

yay!we're gnna watch ENCHANTED tomorrow!(:
&i'm missing bestie already):
and JIAQIAN also lah!(w8 she complain her name not here.LOL.XD)

ok then thats abt it...
ADIOUS!(:

2007-11-27T22:58:00.001+08:00

GAH.I suddenlt got the i-wanna-learn-something-and-make-me-holiday-more-meaningful feeling.and there are so many things i wanna learn!

THINGS I WANNA LEARN.
1)continue learning ballet(i stopped at grade 4/5...SAD)
2)learn figure skating...(yea i was SUPPOSED to learn...but its VERY EXPENSIVE)
3)learn HIP-HOP!!!!
4)learn jap/korean
5)learn skating(as in with the board)

yepp.thats abt it.but 5 things is quite alot already...lol.and i wanna continue learning like even after the hols kinda thing.HAHA.and that means i need money,which means i need to get a JOB!!!like to be a salesperson kinda thing(: haha.with BESTIE!YAY SO FUN I GET TO WORK WITH HER XD.anyway,yea so i need to start finding!!!gah...oh and and and i also wanna go on shopping sprees!!with BESTIE and others!but that has to wait till i get my MONEY): yea how pathetic is that?

speaking of which,i went out with BESTIE today!!we went to the newly renovated IMM!with the water playground and everything(no we didn't play...but we WATCHED those oh-so-adorable lil children)and we walked and chatted alot...lol...was kinda fun actually!even though it was just walking arnd aimlessly and chatting,but i like spending time with bestie!(: OH AND WE SAW NICE JIGSAW PUZZLES!as in 3-D ones!VERY NICE!!!haha...especially the nightmare-before-christmas skeleton...SO CUTE OMG LAH!!!andandand...we saw nice stuff toys...as in bigbig ones!!YAY!I HOPE I'LL GET ONE REALLY BIG ONE FOR MY BDAE!*hint hint* nah i'm just jk...the really big ones are also really ex.haha.anyway,i gtg...cos of BLAHBLAHBLAH reasons.lol.

ADIOUS!

2007-11-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

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PFFFTTT...ok that feels so much better.(:
going out with BESTIE tomorrow!
I've got soooo much to tell her!!!

2007-11-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

WWWEEEEEEE!!!EVELYN'S SENDING ME ALL THE SONGS THAT WE'VE DANCED TO!(:
QUEEN OF HIP-POP ROCKS MAN!(but i dun really remember all the dance steps.HEH.)

ANYWAY,yesterday was DANCE SEEKER FORUM in church!and it was SOOOO embarrasing lah!!!OMGOMGOMG!like wei yee and I were doing the hip-hop routine then suddenly the dance instructer was like asking whether we learn dance before...then we like STUN there...then went :"OH SHIT" to each other!OMG.then after 1 more round og the routine and a few more steps,he asked me to go on stage to help JOEYEE and YUE TONG(who were the LEADERS).LIKE OMG.SO EMBARRASING CAN???i think i nearly died.=_= then i kept doing wrongly up there cos i was like freaking out.but after a while,he asked another girl,who look SUPER FAMILIAR...then i realised its because she's from CRESANT DANCE!& her name is Valerie...so i guess i'll prob see her during our combine dance prac(:but EVEN though it was freaking embarrasing it was also FUNFUNFUN!!!Drive(a simpler version of rock and roll) was fun but i still liked hip-hop better...by like ALOT.LOL.I can't wait for DINNER AND DANCE!(: YAY!

kkae...thats abt it(:
SAYONARA!

2007-11-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

WWWWWWEEEEEEE...I'M WAITING FOR SPONEBOB'S F.U.N. VIDEO TO LOAD!!!ITS SO CUTE LIKE OMG LAH!!!CUTEness!!!SPONGEBOB!!!(: oh and the campfire song song is also sooooooo cute!!!(: AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH...SPONGEBOB CRAZE!(:

oh and open hse is like TOMORROW!!!K-A-L-E-I-D-O-S-C-O-P-E!!!(:so HIGH,so FUN!!!& i realised that i'll be like dancing the WHOLE day tomorrow...well,practically lah.cos like open hse have to perform 4 times i think(YAYNESS+YAYNITY) then end at 4pm...then 7pm is DANCE FORUM IN CHURCH!!!(: HAO KAI XIN!!!HIP-HOP!WOOOOOOOSSSH!!!!so tomorrow,i'll be like SUPER high,andandand TOTALLY DANCING OUT THE PASSION IN MY EYES!!!omg i just ceated this phrase and i love it!"DANCING OUT THE PASSION IN MY/OUR EYES!!!"thats such a nice phrase...lol...random-ing ramdom-ing.hahaha.

ok the video finished loading ler...BYEBYE!(:

HIGHness!!!

2007-11-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

just talked to XUEMIAO on msn!!!
AFTER SUCH A LONG HIATUS!!!!
I MISS HER LOADS LAH OMG SO EXCITED!!!!
WE WERE LIKE SIAO LIKE THAT!lol!
i shall post only the 1st part of our conver(:

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11/21/2007 9:18:52 PM [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- HAHAHA XD

11/21/2007 9:18:53 PM [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- yes!

11/21/2007 9:18:55 PM -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] OMG SO COOOOOOOL

11/21/2007 9:18:57 PM [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- reccess!

11/21/2007 9:19:01 PM [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- GO MEET EACH OTHER!

11/21/2007 9:19:01 PM -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] LUNCH1

11/21/2007 9:19:04 PM -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] !!111

11/21/2007 9:19:06 PM [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- YES YES!

11/21/2007 9:19:08 PM -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

11/21/2007 9:19:12 PM [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- ahhahahahahahahaha

11/21/2007 9:19:13 PM [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- xDDDD

11/21/2007 9:19:22 PM -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] OMG WE ARE CRAZZZZZZZY

11/21/2007 9:19:27 PM -& she's just living in her own lil fairytale story;missing XUEMIAObestie,DANCE and 206 loads- [c=#C20309][a=#F79D9F]♥ #19 206 XUEMIAO ;D[/a][/c] l0l!

yea we're so crazy lah omg!!!lol!!!today had dance(: K-A-L-E-I-D-O-S-C-O-P-E!!!and with pretty,coloured cloth!(:then did lots of pumpings at the start and all...TIRING!

PEOPLE GO NAN HUA OPEN HOUSE!!!24TH NOVEMBER 2007,SATURDAY!!!(:

2007-11-20T17:09:00.000+08:00

i'm bored/sick/tired.
and usually when i'm bored i do quizes,but i'm not really in the mood for that now.hhmmm...christmas is coming,that means my bdae is too!and that means...its time 4 a bdae/christmas WISHLIST!

MY CHRISTMAS/BIRTHDAY WISHLIST

THE STUFF THAT CAN BE BOUGHT...
-skinny jeans
-little miss_____shirts!
-jacket(with hood)
-cardigan(?)
-new wallet(a not-so-small one so i dun get crumpled notes)
-**ipod!!(i've been wanting this for like,AGES)
-shoulder bag
-**BIGBIG stufftoy!!(abt my height,though i doubt there's ever one THAT big)
-swimming constume(NOT the diver suit type...preferably come with wrap-over skirt?)
-water bed?
-my own camera
&thats abt it i guess...

**THE STUFF THAT CAN'T BE BOUGHT...
-more and longer dance pracs
-dance OVERNIGHT camps
-ice-skating lessons
-celebrate my birthday with FRIENDS for once(PHOSeans,school mates+BESTIE!!)
-shopping sprees
&thats abt it i guess...

P.S. stuff with ** are stuff i VERY BADLY want(:

thats abt it i guess.
ADIOUS(:

2007-11-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

I'M SICK!):cough,VERY-sore throat,runny nose...ETC):
haha.anyway,fri and sat had PHOS camp!(:

FRIDAY
went to school EARLY in the morning for remedials and stuff...BLAHBLAHBLAH,then CHIONGED home,bathed,and left for church.then we had KFC(order-in)for lunch,helped with the making of the water bombs with KAI and WEI YEE...then slowly more and more ppl came.then we had some games...splat,whacko,some standing-on-newspaper thingy...and this treasure hunt thing.was pretty funny and all(i'm too lazy to type in DETAIL).

then we played WATER BOMB!OMG THAT WAS LIKE SO fuN CAN?WEI YEE AND I WERE LIKE THE FIRST TO BE SOAKED!like after the guys kept aiming us with water bombs,we went to fill the thrash bags with water and pour it all over them,etc.then when marcus was still half-way through filling his thrashbag,we emptied ours over his head...then he started chasing us,and yashi kept puring water from a cup thingy while we were running and screaming...BLAHBLAHBLAH.FINALLY,we got fed-up,we went to use the HOSE(actually we koped one of the guy's idea then when they stopped using we go grab!(:and we sprayed them all!SO FUN LAH!!!I think water bomb was like one of the BEST parts of the camp.lol.

then went to bathe,eat cup noodles and have ourmovie marathon.watched "The Game Plan"-"stupid is a mean word." LOL!and "The Simpsons",and "transformers".i slept throughout transformers lah!HAHA!oh and during "The Game Plan",marcis kept pulling me(in my sleeping bag) off the table and i'll be like screaming my head off.then finally I decided to just stay on the floor instead.LOL.JAEDON and E.J. were there to watch the movie too!and jae butt daniel's _____ with his head and NEARLY(or did he?) stepped on marcus _____.THAT WAS SUPER FUNNY LAH!

after that,went to talk to Karen in the girl's room abt stuff until she fell aslp,then there was this HUGE FLYING COCKROACH(which she killed)and we were screaming out heads off.then when she slept,we went to the guy's room and played cards.TAI DI AND CHEAT.and at 1st yashi kept thinking that i was cheating,and he'll go like"i dun trust her..." and EVERYTIME he did that,I DIDN'T CHEAT!then finally he concluded that girls dun cheat or something like that.LOL!IT WAS SUPER FUNNY I TELL U!!!blahblahblah...if u're there u'll know,if u're not,TOO BAD!!!AND WEI YEE AND I FELT SOOOOOO DUMB LIKE WTH!1st,during tai di(we paired up),then we had really nice cards and 2 houses,then we accidentally BROKE one of them!OMG,we were like sooooo pissed!!!then during CHEAT,DANIEL used his UBER long legs to secretly take back his cards,and ALL the guys knew,and we DIDN'T.OMG LAH.FELT SO RETARDED.GGGGRRRRR...

then we went to sleep,it was already 6+? before that,we danced "Promise Of A New DAY".

SATURDAY

SAM AND WEI YEE WOKE ME UP.then we went to wash up and on the way,saw yashi sleeping in the sun,next to the church van...and theodore was playing basketball or something...then went to wake kai,diane,and joel(who snored REALLY loudly).then they went for breakfast and wei,sam and I went for our rainbow thingy,and we even missed captain's ball!but its ok lah cos I wasn't feeling well and had a slight fever...then had PHOS BONDING SESSION...wrote down our good/bad points ETC.ETC. then had YWAV.i didn't eat anything the whole day,thats how SICK i felt.LOL.

and i guess thats all!(:WISH IT WAS LONGER!!!

gah ok i just realised that i haven't gone out with BESTIE yet...omg missing her SOOOOO MUCH!!!(:MUST MUST MUST GO OUT ONE DAY!!!but not this week,mon and tues have to rest cos i'm sick,wed to sat there's dance,sat night there's Dinner and Dance,sun there's church and that lunch thingy...XUEMIAO IF U SEE THIS PLEASE CALL ME OR SOMETHING!I WANNA GO OUT WITH YOU!!!

kkae,thats abt all for now,BYE!(:

2007-11-15T11:45:00.000+08:00

TAKUYA KIMURA 木村拓哉 IS LOVE!!!
1 LITRE OF TEARS IS LOVE!!!

OMG!!!TAKUYA KIMURA IS DAMN HOT I TELL U!and jiaqian jie was like:"AAAHHH...his married!ALL GOOD GUYS ARE TAKEN!"LOL!sounds so despo lah!HAHAHA!I SO TOTALLY HAVE TO WATCH HEROES I TELL U!watched his previous movie the other day...forgot the name(its a jap name)but its DAMN NICE!!!(:

yesterday,i watched 1 litre of tears until 1am.LOL.i'm only at PART 1 EPISODE 4 though...haha!THE SHOW IS SOOOOOO NICE!!!AAAAHHHH!!!haahha...if i have the CD i'll definitely bring it to PHOS camp!!!speaking of which,its just 2moro...but i have maths remedial in the morning...SIAN DIAO.but anyway,haven't really decided what show to bring...maybe i'll bring SECRET-BU NEN SHUO DE MI MI!haha...see how bah!

i just realised how random this post is...LOL!
I MISS XUEMIAO BESTIE!!!!
I WANNA GO ICE-SKATE!!!
maybe can go next week(:
kkae...i gtg watch 1 LITRE OF TEARS!!
TATA!

P.S. i think i'm falling sick...SORE THROAT...and FLUE...

GONNA CUT MY HAIR LATER!!!(:

2007-11-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

I updated some of my links!only did 2ive t0 6elievers though...cos i lazy!HAHA.tommorow then continue.if anyone wants me to link u,then drop a tagg ok?SIAN...i still have so many more to go...NHDS,CHURCH,NAN HUA...and miscelleneous like JJ!!!!!omg when then can finish lah...sian.i'm gnna cut my hair tomorrow!gnna layer more,cut shorter and V-cut,cut my frindge shorter...HOPEFULLY IT'LL TURN OUT NICE(:then als o gnna buy my school books and do some shopping with mummy and her friend...in other words i'm gnna be so left out lah.HEH.omg i just realised that i'm gnna DIE for my studies next yr.i'm so lan4 at everything can?HELL.

ENGLISH-my best subject which is still lan4
>gnna finish O level english comphre assesment by JUNE HOLS

HIGHER CHINESE-one of my worst subjects
>gnna have to memorise and learn 250 O level tested idioms by end of this mth...or next...(TUITION)

MATHS(A+E)
>gnna have tuition starting dec...

LITERATURE-one of my best subjects but still damn lan4
>gnna read the books when i buy them tomorrow...buying the guide books to learn...

PHYSICS
>gnna have tuition starting dec...

CHEMISTRY
>gnna have tuition starting dec...

ELEC HISTORY
>erm..this i dunnoe...read the book???

hai...dec is gnna be SUPER busy for me...catching up on school work and all...sian.i dun even feel like studying anymore.LOL.and i still wanna learn ice-skating...

AAAAHHHHHH...so many things to do...so lil time):

2007-11-11T01:25:00.000+08:00

YAY!OMG I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN(:and i love this blogskin!ALOT!(:i kinda got sick of the other one so i decided to change and settled on this one.HAHA.jia qian was saying something about the frog being disgusting.LOL.oh...but i haven't change my profile etc. though...SIAN...shall do it tomorrow or something...HEHE.

watching anime now...REALLY NICE!(:today in church we learned abt the power of prayer etc.etc.etc...and it was REALLY SCARY!the exercise that we did in church was kinda zhun3 lah!I paired with Dina...and we spent like...5-10 mins praying to ask god what each other needed...then started to pray.and she prayed for my prayer life...and i prayed that she will grow closer to her family...AND IT WAS CORRECT.SCARY!but yet it proves the power of prayer.(: DANCE FORUM IS COMING UP!WOOHOO!FUNFUNFUN!!!(:I CAN'T WAIT!(:

P.S. I MISS SUPERGLUE BESTIE TANXUEMIAO!!!!!!!
P.S. I LOVE MY BLOGSKIN!!!!!
P.S. DANCE FORUM!!!

2007-11-08T17:01:00.000+08:00

i've been too lazy to blog lately.HAHA.anyway,i shall post abt all the others days then...

WARNING:long post ahead.its NOT boring though...HEHE(:if u can't stand long posts,just read the highlights(:

MONDAY.

DAMN.had to go to school for MATHS REMEDIAL.OMG.HOLIDAYS AND I HAVE MATHS REMEDIAL.):anyway,met jiaqian for breakfast at mac.and we ZI-HIGH and did some HASHY HASH BROWN CHEER(:then she decided to chiong the holiday hw thinking that we had to hand up later.BUT,IT WAS DUE NEXT YEAR.HAHAHAHA.i was laughing at her all the way lah!cos she slept at 4am and BLAH BLAH BLAH just to do it.LOL.and to think i haven't even STARTED.oh and we wasted alot of time before maths cos 206 classroom was being used for GCE O levels.so we went to the AVA room in the end.AIR-CON!SHUANG GAN!(: after that,we went to J.E. LEEJIAQIAN kept complaining that she was bored when i was borrowing books at the library.=_= guess she doesn't really read huh?LOL.OH and LEEJIAQIAN kept wanting to eat and do ex stuff like watch a movie and she had NO money...AHEM.i refused to lend...I ALSO GOT VERY LIL MONEY):HAHA.hhhmmm...yea i guess thats about all...

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY:
qian kept trying to use up all my money.
she CHIONG hw that we din even need to hand up yet.

TUESDAY.

met up with jia qian and joanne at mac to eat breakfast.met jo at lakeside mrt 1st.HAHA.she so guai.tie 2 plaits...i couldn't even be bothered...cos apparently i also saw some SENIORS tying ponytail...HAHA.then had maths remedial at AVA room agn.air-con=SHUANG GAN!oh and it was super funny cos jo and i were making ALOT of noise...ok jq also,then we were comparing marks and all...

me:YAY!i got it CORRECT!i'm a genius,i'm a genius!
joanne:HUH!BIG DEAL!i ALSO got it correct!
jo and I:WE'RE GENIUSES,WE'RE GENIUSES!(:
joanne:jia qian did u get it correct?
jia qian:no...
jo and I:HAHAHAHAH.NOOB!(:
jo and I:WE DID IT WE DID IT WE DID IT YAY!(dora the explorer song!)

SUPER FUNNY!then we went to grace's house to PLAY MAHJONG!MAHJONG=SHUANG GAN!!!and i won 4 times CONSECUTIVELY!ARE U JEALOUS OR WHAT?LOL!mahjong was super fun lah!now i know why all those aunties and tai tai can spend all night playing!LOL!FUNFUNFUN!!
#peng4
#hu2
#chi1
#gang4
ETC...
SO FUN!!!I WANNA PLAY AGN!OMG LAH!AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH...MAHJONG CRAZE!!(: and liyan was telling me that mahjong is a VICE.NONONONONONO...we dun gamble with money so its NOT a vice(: besides,it can help keep your mind alert when u play fast(: OH AND I REALISED THAT DAD KNOWS HOW TO PLAY MAHJONG!he played it when he was a kid =_= until now he's kinda sick of it and thinks it takes up too much time.LOL.

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY:
ZI HIGH-ing during maths remedial!
MAHJONG!!!!(:

WEDNESDAY

had breakfast with jo and jq at mac agn.LEEJIAQIAN woke up l8 so we went ahead 1st.in the end,she only got to eat a HASH BROWN.LOL.HASHY HASH BROWN CHEER.but this time jo and i asked her to shut up cos she was so noisy.LOL!then went for maths lesson at the AVA room with the shuang gan air-con!AND WE ZI HIGH AGN!(: SO FUN!i shall not repeat cos its roughly the same as tues.LOL.then we went to J.E. library to do maths hw.AND WE ZI-HIGH there too!like we'd be SOOOOOOO happy when we finished a qns.cos we are maths noobs mah!thats why we need remedial!HAHA.OH AND MY WALLET GOT STOLEN.2 malay guys were OPENLY trying to "flirt" with us or something at 1st...then they whisper whisper whisper...and kept pointing at me.THEN,jo and jq decided to go to the toilet.and 1 guy started to talk to me.TOTALLY RANDOM.

him:are u ezzo's sister?
me:erm no...i dun even have a sister.
him:is that yr grandmother?(points at random cleaner)
me:NO...(turns to continue with maths)
him:(STARES AT ME)i wrote this book.
me:rrriiiggghhhtttt....erm....am i supposed to read it or something?
him:that guy likes u....(blushes while pointing to his friend)
friend:u BARBIE lah u!!.......
him:ok lah ok lah...erm,can i have yr no.?
me:i dun have a hp...unless u wanna call my hse phone...which my dad will ans....(continues blabbering)
him:then can i take a pic of u?
me:erm...no?
him:tries to take a picture of me
me:GO AWAY LAH.can i just concentrate on my last maths qns thank you(rolls eyes)

and the cycle kinda continued again i think...
then jq and jo came back and we left...
then i realised my wallet was missing so went to long john's silver to find it...but it wasn't there,and i didn't take my wallet out there cos i borrowed money from jo...then we suspected those 2 guys so we went back to the library and saw them at the same spot.they saw us and quickly walked away so we chased after them...etc...jo talked to the guy and their conver was VERY suspicious...oh and then we saw joel there with his erm,sister...yea.HAHA.and he lent me $2 to buy stabdard ticket home.haha.he wanted to lend me his ez link card...but its kinda weird and all....so i just borrow 2 dollars from him.yepp.then we went home...

HIGHLIGHTS OF WEDNESDAY:
2 malay guys were irritating me at the library and are suspected of STEALING my wallet...with no money inside except for my ez link card...HAHA.THEY MADE ME FEEL DUMB):but then agn,they're DUMBER...cos there's NO money inside!HAHA(:

THURSDAY-today

went to make a police report with mum and dad.WAS SOOOO SCARY I TELL U.i dunnoe why but i'm scared of police station and all...the police was like asking me all sorts of qns...I WAS SO SCARED LAH CAN?my mum was the one who told him the gist of the story then he ask me 4 details.SO SCARY.ANDANDAND...he asked me for my school and i said NAN HUA...and he went like:oh nan hua primary?ASSHOLE.I'M IN SEC 2 LIAO LAH!DUNNOE HOW TO SEE MY DOB ISIT?WAH LAO.anyway,at least i report liao,got the police report then i make 2nd ez link card will be cheaper i think...LOL.then went to nicholas and nicolene's house...had dinner...discussed some holiday plans with the other relatives and got my SHOCKING PINK AND WHITE ROXY BAG from nicholas.(: its really nice...though its not real...haha...but u can't tell lah!its too small though,so i'll only take it when i go shopping or movies etc.so yepp,thats abt all i guess!

JAMMING SESSION TOMMORROW!though i can't jam...but i suppose it'll be fun right?(:
16 more days to DANCE FORUM!(:
P.S.I MISS MY BESTIE!!!XD

2007-11-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

this is the 2nd time i'm blogging today.cos I SO TOTALLY CANNNOT STAND THIS ANYMORE.hello???wads the point of spamming ppl's tagboard?OMG.and a GUY too.how totally HIMBOTIC(bimbotic) is that man!anyway,people who are planning to go spam his blog,dun spam anymore lah.NOT THAT I'M SIDING WITH HIM...but,why should we stoop to his low levels?he wanna be a himbo,WE dun wanna be a bimbo!he claims grace dui 206 der lian.PUHLEESSSEEE...look who's talking.i mean,she din go around spamming wad...she said it in her blog-online diary.in fact,i think he diu 209 der lian,PLUS NHBT.oh my how totally saddening is that?seriously,i didn't want to care about any of this..but i really cannot stand it.WAKE UP YR MIND PERSON/PEOPLE.its the end of 206 already.I REPEAT THE END.u wanna ruin it for yrself,ruin yr reputation even further go ahead...just dun make life miserable for others.THIS DOESN'T MAKE SENSE OK...ITS THE END OF 206 LIAO.WE AREN'T EVEN GNNA BE IN THE SAME CLASS NEXT YEAR,SO WHY KICK UP SUCH A BIG FUSS OVER NOTHING??BBQ,GRACE...WHATS NEXT?can't u just let me continue having that nice impression of you?

I SHALL NOT CARE ANYMORE...XM U ARE SO DAMN RIGHT MAN.WO MEN KAI XIN JIU HAO...WHY CARE SO MUCH ABT THEM??(:

(:ITS NOT WORTH IT PEOPLE...if she's REALLY as fake as u guys say,nothing u say will be of used.THEY DUN REALLY CHANGE U KNOW...

(:P.S.i dun hate anybody,anyone related to this matter...just really pissed at how the end of 206'07 is so damn pathetic.

(:PSPS.I STILL LOVE 206 TO BITS!!!(in general...minus of 2 people-need i say more?)

2007-11-04T19:03:00.000+08:00

ystd had YWAV.it was SUPER funny lah!cos abel was like so BLUR!example of a conversation with abel inside...

pastor eric:ok so now spend 5mins gooing through.....
after 4-5mins...
abel:ehh must do what ar?
pastor eric:go through the passage
abel:HUH?wad passage?
pastor eric:the one we just went through..
abel:oh...(picks up worsheet)
pastor eric:NONONO...from the bible!
abl:ORH...BIBLE AR...

HAHAHAHAHA!we were laughing like crazy at him lah!he was like suffering from post exam blues and was SUPER BLUR!hahahaha!then after YWAV,went for dinner at anchor point...and i had gastric.):cos i skipped lunch.hehe.oh and today we saw the video clip of the dance seeker forum!AND IT LOOKS SO DAMN FUN LAH!WE ARE GONNA LEARN HIP-HOP MAN!ARE U JEALOUS OR WAD???hahaha!but also learning other "old-people-dances" like CHA-CHA.OMG LAH!but i bet it'll be damn fun!!!I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT LIKE OMG!!!but i think i'm like the only enthu one...HMPH.NOT FAIR.haha!

oh damn it.i have maths remedial tomorrow.like WTH!ITS THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS FOR HEAVENS SAKE.and i still have to do that bloody maths assignment.SHIT U LAH TEACHERS.bahs.but maybe can go out after that so it wun be THAT bad yea?

SIAN.

2007-11-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

my appeal was successful.I got into 11-physics,elec hist,pure lit.well,it's what i want...but now i'm starting to wonder if its really such a great thing afterall.i hardly know anyone there...and i reallyreallyreally hope i dun become who i'm not in sec 3.ok i admit it,i'm scared of upper sec life,maybe even very scared.many ppl change in sec 3...like they becomemmore hiao,ah lian-ish,bitchy...etc.and i dun want that to be me.maybe i'm thinking too much...i dunnoe.i'm afraid i won't be able to kope...i'm afraid that my friendship with my classmates will slowly fade away...i'm EVEN MORE afraid that xuemiao and i won't be besties anymore.i'm gnna miss everybody in 206.and our motto:WE 2ive t0 6elieve.

to xuemiao bestie:hey dear,pleasepleaseplease let us remain besties for a longlonglong time to come!i hope we can still go home together and go out together...and maybe have reccess and lunch together too!i'm really gonna miss u LOTS!!i'll always remember how we 1st met...the 1st time we went home together...sec 1 orientation camp...the 1st time we took neos together...the 1st time we went out together...the 1st time i saw u cry...the 1st time u saw me cry,and the list goes on and on.lets remain superglue besties 4ever ok?(:

206 class chalet.

well what should i say?i enjoyed it,really,alot.i had fun at the beach,TRYING to ride the bicycle(i nearly died cos the brakes were too far for me and my feet couldn't reach the ground!),learning how to play mahjong,walking aroung the chalet and park,having nice chats...ETC.these things may seem boring...but it was fun because i spent it with the people i love...people i'm gnna miss.even watching tv was better than watching it at home!thankyou joel,for bbq-ing food for me even though i was feeling moody.its a long story.in short,i had that weird feeling of being caught between 2 ppl...and i felt weird...weirdly horrible.anyway,took pics(WEISHAN IF U SEE THIS PLS SEND THEM QUICKLY!).and i realised that i really miss everyone...ok,ALMOST EVERYONE...thanx xianzheng and xinyi for teaching me how to play mahjong!!i'll remember how i played with jiaqian,joanne and grace and how everyone was laughing at me!

me:YAY!takes a tile and put 3 down.i pong4!!
after a while...
me:YAY!i win!oops i mean HU2!!
after a few games...
me:eeekkksss...why dun have english version ar?so confusing!!

and everyone would start laughing!haha.oh and at the beach,tianjun nearly caught a crab!and it was a reallyreallyreally BIG one!and precisely because of its size,he din catch it.haha.also found some dead crabs,fish..etc.kinda disgusting.LOL.oh and we playing skipping stones!that was fun!haha.i love the beach!BESTIE LETS GO THERE AGAIN SOMEDAY!!(:oh and jiaqian wants to start this skater/bicycle club thingy.and then joel will be the leader,tianjun the middle-man,and rongyao the last man!!!haha.hope it really works!din get to cycle there.):cos the bike too big):SO SADDENING!haha.oh yea and i saw yashi at the chalet.and it was so funny cos when bestie and i were going in we saw this group of ppl with a pretty nice class tee with the R.I.P. thingy on it and we were mentioning that it was quite nice...and guess wad?IT WAS HIS CLASS!haha.then i saw him a few times i guess...abt 4?haha.hhmmm...wad else?i guess,overall,i dunnoe abt you guys,but i think the chalet was a success.cos this chalet,it being out last gathering as a class,is a time where we should be spending quality time together...it doesn't matter wad we do...or how perfect things go,but that we spent quality time with each other,and that we'll rememeber this,is more important.thus,i shall not mention abt the conflict etc.it doesn't make much sense to have this during our LAST gathering,much less talk abt it or blame anyone...i shall just quote some stuff that i agree with from jia qian's blog...

"206 is a class only you people don't think so deep down, everyone..EVERYONE including the guys care for 206 though they don't show it but we can feel it anyway, if you guys think that it is all 206 fault excluding you people then be it if you are not proud to be a 2ive t0 6eliever be it.is 206 not united? or only you people think so?where does the problem truly lies?i always ask myself if i am fault first before thinking if others are the ones who are wrong.. Do you guys do that?admit that you are wrong.. and not blame all everything at others"

yepp...wadever it is people...i won't 4get all of u unless u 4get me! remember 206'07!WE 2ive t0 6elieve!(:

2007-10-26T17:08:00.000+08:00

i'm suffering from depression.
its the last day of 206'07.
cried when i got home.
+++my stupid subject combi...
spoil my mood until i dun even feel like doing anything now.
anyway,thanks yiyang for cheering me up yesterday.
yr SELF-CREATED inspirational quotes were very encouraging(:
and u made me change my pm.LOL.
from i'm too dumb for nan hua,to nan hua just doesn't know how to appreciate me.
haha.i still feel sucky though.gnna go to school to hand up the appeal form tomorrow.
hope it works!haiz.i feel so dumb.):anyway,i miss 206...ALOT

i miss...

1)our wonderful whiteboard!we hao bu rong yi then got a nice new NOT-SQUEAKY whiteboard!and i'm gnna miss doodling on it.

2)our floor,even though its VERY dirty,its full of our footprints+we drew on it with chalk!

3)our tables-full of our vandalism!and how we always peel off the layer of blue paint on it!

4)our chairs-squeaky ones,rocky ones...and how we'll secretly switch with the teacher's chair...HEHE.

5)the scenery from our classroom-thats how i get caught day-dreaming in class.LOL.

6)the teacher's table-how we tried fixing it after some1 broke it.

7)our wallclock-which is a new one after tian jun broke the previous one...and how we'll adjust the time to have early break times!

8)the noticeboard-which we did not care about...but STILL...it was OUR noticeboard for a year!

BUT MOST OF ALL...i'm gnna miss all the 2IVE T0 6ELIEVERS!!!
(according to register order)

1)Pui Fang-the one shorter than me!(no offense)remember how i'll feel a lil happier to know i'm not the shortest in class...but next yr without u...i bet i'll be the SHORTEST):haha.anyway,u multi-talented person!guzheng,ballet,art...ETC.ohohoh...and not to 4get to u love INUYASHA too!

2)clara-hhhmmmm...wad should i say...well,wadever it is,u always make nice videos for the class.so yea...206 owes u a thankyou.haha.

3)grace-206 der chio bu!sports rap!the one with the nicest EYEBROWS AND THE NICEST LEGS!!!hhhmmmm...oh u funy person.i dunnoe wad else to say..but i know i'm gnna miss u ALOT!LOL!oh and how u always say i dian u with my eyes!HAHAHA.i'm gnna miss touching yr eyebrows...a nd dianing u for no reason...and SO MANY OTHER THINGS!!!

4)huang rong-u're probably the most misunderstood person.):in sec 1,we were all foolish to not see yr "heart of gold".but now,i'm glad u have many friends by yr side!wish u all the best!and i'm gnna miss yr enthu-ness during lesson time!

5)isabel-the english pro!u talk very very very fast!hahaha.remember yr big big pencil case...then u always need to take a long time to take out yr stationary!LOL.u got to take lit next yr!GD FOR U!i may not be able to do lit...but u must do yr best!U GET TO DO SOMETHING I CAN'T DO!!!haha

6)jiaqian-my darling jie!the one alwats hugging me!i'm gnna miss u lots!from how we chat at least twice a week?to how u always "molest" me!4get out petty quarrels in sec 1!remember how we became really close after THAT incident.i remember how we 1st met.i remember sec 1 orientation camp!and how i was the 1st to fall aslp!haha.andandand,the 1st time i took neos with you!how u often wear YUN FU ZJUANG!(no offense)andandand how u often tell me yr troubles over the phone!i'm gnna miss u at night when i have no one to talk to):

7)mui teng-the 1st person i talked to on the 1st day of school!lives really near school,clementi area!su sui we got into this lan combi,but nvr,can appeal!(:wish u all the best!

8)wanying-the chinese pro!very smart in everything!and read all the chim chim chinese books!ZHONG GUO GU DIAN MEI NU!!!hhhmmm...though i'm not very close to u,but i know u can be a really fun person to be with!(:hope u are happy in triple science!(:

9)xinyi-my jie jie!(:hope u and ** last LONG LONG!got anything interesting must tell me!hope u are happy in triple science.badminton pro!chalet we must wan ge tong kuai!(:i'm gnna miss u ALOT!!!

10)xianlin-sec 1 chairman!badminton pro!benjy-fanatic!(i hope i spelt it correctly!)hope to keep in touch with u!stay the cool cool you always!i'm gnna miss you're"...like omg."LOL.

11)xixi-the EVERYTHING-pro!hhhhmmmmmm...i dun really talk to you that often.but i always seem to hear yr name when teacher's announced who topped the class test etc.and i'm gnna miss hearing yr name!hopefully,i get my turn.haha.

12)joanne-my i-love-you person!and my dance buddy!!!love u LOADS!haha.hope our appeal CHENG GONG!and that we aren't as dumb as we think.remember how we 1st met!at the bookshop!and how u stood by me and bestie xm during THAT thing.and u kana spam on yr blog cos of that.AAAWWWW...sry):but i'm glad i got closer to u!not that we weren't close b4!LOL.oh and i'll always remember u when i'm bored...cos u are the HIGH HIGH person!

13)yee ting-another person i got closer to since THAT thing!table-tennis pro!always see u in the hall during dance prac!(:jiayous next yr for triple!u smarty pants surely do very well der!and miust stay gd friends with TY hor!HAHA.andandand..TALK MORE!i can't believe i nvr influence u to talk more...=_=...aiya nvm...just start talking a lil more now!(:

14)yoke ting-hi.bye.dunnoe wad to say.thanx for happy memories,if there are any.u dun come here so it doesn't matter.n i'll TRY to 4get unhappy memories.TRY.

15)THATS ME!the imperfect dumb fugly fat gal):BOOOOO.

16)dionne-the jay chou-fanatic!p.s. happy bdae dear!(:dun think sooooooo much abt jay chou until u 4get to STUDY!very important.JIAYOU FOR PURE GEOG!(hope i appeal cheng gong)MY BESTEST HOME ECONS PARTNER!always help me wash up!hehehehehehe.i'm gnna miss turning arnd to talk to u abt random stuff during assembly!!!):

17)sylvia-1st thing that comes to my mind,BLACK BEAUTY.cos u are tan n chio!haha...even though black beauty is a horse.OOPS.haha.u always think that i'm lame but then u are lamer lorh!anyway,i'm gnna miss your lameness!haha...

18)qian ying-DA SHI!!!pro in everything lorh!average higher than special stream der top!SPOIL THE MARKET LEH!!haha...thanx for helping me in my studies...even though i'm still such a noob.but hai shi yao xie xie ni!p.s.u tie ponytail very chio!(:

19)xuemiao-BESTIE!!!OMG I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY.i shall skip u 1st!haha.nani nani poo poo!then i dedicate 1 WHOLE post to u!cos u r most special!AAAAWWWWW...aren't u honoured?haha.HAO AI NI!(:

20)weishan-or should i say WEISHANNNNNIIIIEEEE!!!hahaha...the one i always bully!i'm gnna miss talking to u...and suaning u...and bullying u!LOL.and how u always talk VERY loudly!haha...ok,thats a bad habit so must change ok...HAHA.next yr must jiayou in maths!(me too!)

21)lingyuan-my talliieee!!!must miss yr shortie ok...haha.so happy at least still can see u in dance(:u my warm-up buddy!!!i'm gnna miss u suaning me abt my height!(HMPH.)hahaha.andandand...u always help me tie my hair!XIE XIE NI!u tie my plaits so nice...next time in dance also must tie for me hor!jiayou in triple u smarty pants!!!

22)Teoh yi-hey there.i'm gnna miss yr leng xiao hua!and how u always eat in class...DUN THINK I DUNNOE.LOL.everytime lesson u always tou tou chi dong xi!hahaha...hhhmmm...must continue doing well in SJAB!andandand...jiayou next yr.i 4get wad combi u go to ler.PAISEH.haha.

23)peilin-SMART PERSON!!!u everything also very li hai!BUTBUTBUT...u still so quiet!CANNOT CANNOT.must talk more!shun bian can improve oral you mei you?hahaha!must be more sociable ok?next yr must make duo duo peng you!and dun 4get me!THE MOST TALKATIVE PERSON!(hhhmmm...maybe not...)

24)vanessa-the lit and english pro!!!i will remember how u always speak like mdm zuraidah!LIKE NEWS REPORTER!haha.oh andandand...i wun 4get yr craze over CHRISTIANO RONALDO!andandand shopping!!!haha...eeeeeeeeeeee....no fair i nvr go shopping with u b4!1 day must go ok?HAHA.i need yr PROFESSIONAL OPINIONS!HAHAHAHAHA.but dun get so crazy till u 4get to study!!!JIAYOU!!!(:

25)jingwen-CHINESE PRO!!!!AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH...me cannot stand it!hahaha.jiayous in english!WORK HARD HOR!andandand u like peilin...must talk more!!!be more sociable then can make more friends mah!OKOK???hahaha...aiyo dun so quiet...talking more fun!but also dun talk till nvr listen to teacher hor!(nah u wun lah...always so quiet)

26)yixin-the one who can memorise sooooooo many memory verses!!!hope yr faith gets stronger by the day!andandand...u HARP-PRO!i bet u'll be the next chairman!ALWAYS PRACTICING!!!u play canon in D damn nice!!!!must continue to jiayou in harp and be the next chairman!yr studies always also so GGOOOOOOOODDD...especially maths lah!OMG LORH!u so li hai!hahaha...must teach me some of yr JUE ZHAO!(:

27)liyan-my partner!and"nan peng you"!remember how we always fall aslp in class then kana scolded!HAHAHA.next yr must yong gong ler!cannot always slp off ok?HAHAHA.U HAVE BEEN A GREAT PARTNER!xie xie ni 4 yr help during THAT incident!and dun emo!MUST STAY HAPPY!COS YR SMILE IS SO TIAN MEI!(:remember how we always suan joel!HAHAHA.i'm gnna miss u loads dear!!!

-END OF THE GIRLS-

28)gibson-i dun really talk to you.AAAAWWWWW...haha.anyway,u were liyan's home econs partner!!!remember how u 2 sat and ate that strawberry ice-cream thingy!(no offense!)u quite quiet lah...but u DARK HORSE SIA!EOY so pro lorh!shows that u has been slacking all along!AAAAAHHHHHHHH...u make me feel so dumb.EVIL U.haha.BYEBYE.

29)mingcong-i think even if i dun remember yr face,i'll remember yr curly hair!HAHA.NO OFFENSE LAH.anyway,i think no guys come here so it doesn't matter. haha.improve yr bball skills!our school bball hai zhen shi man lan de):AAAAWWWWW...
so sad yea?so u and daniel and the other sec 2s must make nan hua bball BETTER.lol.haha.stay happy with yr dear stead,whom i dunnow how to spell her name.BYEBYE.

30)wei song-PROFESSER!(dunnoe how 2 spell)u everything li hai!haha...but u so horny(ting ren jia shuo der).haha.next yr must be less horny wadsoever(though i think that wun happen!)haha.ok...ers,talk more?aiya.dunnoe wad to say lah.u also nvr talk to anyone...except guys lorh.haha.ok.byebye professer.next yr surely got ppl beat u!MUAHAHAHAHA.TOO BAD and BYEBYE.

31)daniel-u and yr fellow friend ming cong must make nan hua bball better hor.we like damn lan leh(no offense ar...)so yah...and the other bball ppl...must make bball better.and dun always slack lah.oh and i know u will miss having lingyuan as yr wonderful partner!hahaha.erm yah.have fun in pure geog combi and dun die of boredom.BYEBYE.

32)zhen xin-the one who always go look for joel.hahahahahahaha.IT rap.must jy for yr studies n dun so slack!rumour with dionne(dionne dun sheng qi!)haha.yah lah...like got nothing else to say ler.so yepp.study hard.BYEBYE.

33)tian jun-vice chairman of wonderful 206!u must be so damn honoured lah!HAHAHA.ty for...aiya wad u have for 206 lorh.too many to name liao lah.i know u'll miss seating next to dionne(oops...dun be angry!)after all...sit next to each other for so long ler!so yepp.oh and yr studies so damn li hai...must continue n not be complacent.erm,stay happy with yr darling stead *******...dun think u want me to spell out her name lah hor!haha.ok.jy and BYEBYE.

34)joel-my seating partner!ty for waking me up from my sleep!if not get scolded even more!oh and dun 4get the chewy chewy chewy chewy oom papa thingy that i taught u.BETTER NOT 4GET AR!it was kinda fun seating next to u so yepp!U SO CHILDISH DER.even if i dun remember u,i will remember how this sec 2 guy brings a BATMAN METALLIC PENCILCASE to school!LOL.must be more cheng shu next yr and dun always play cards.w8 kana confiscated like that time.so yea.ok...jy and BYEBYE.

35)rongyao-haha.i'll remember the ah yao chi yao he niao niao thingy!HAHAHA!oh and how they call u zi bi er!haha.and then u always "fight" with shen yong!damn funny lah!be more active in dance hor!study hard for next yr!i realise i write very short but u dun have much to say liao!jy and BYEBYE!

36)wei zhou-the SUPER fair guy!hahaha.hhhmmm...i realise i like never talk to u before!OMG LAH!shows that u are not sociable enough!!!TALK MORE!erm yah...u like nothing happen der...so i also dunnoe wad to say.STUDY HARD.PLAY HARD.jy and BYE BYE.

37)kun wei-HOLY class chairman!HOLY CLASS CHAIRMAN=HOLY 206?LOL!anyway,i'm gnna miss how u always CHASE us out of the class..u ORHLULU person!hahaha.always call me xiao mei(i very SMALL meh?HMPH.)and always zao xia!!!talk or shout halfway then will go HIGH HIGH!hahahahahahaha.so damn funny lah!OH YAH!nad the kun wei fan club that time!and the abbcoconut talking website thingy!haha.thanx for being a HOLY classchairman!haha.jiayou next yr...DUN SO XIONG...and BYEBYE!

38)wang zhen-NAI NAI!erm...wads there to say?oh jiayou for chinese lit.its like soooooo...HARD?yah so hope u do well...which i think u will lah!jy and BYEBYE.

39)shen yong-ONCE my partner(much to my dismay!OOPS!)u nearly made me fall off the chair that time...u and joel...DUN THINK I 4GET AR!!!anyway,dun so slack.study harder.and be more active n enthu about dance!yea...jiayou and BYEBYE!

40)xian zheng-THE ONE WHO ALWAYS BULLY ME!EVIL!always pull out my ruber band!but thanx to u,my tieing hair skills got better!NOT THAT I LIKE HAVING MY RUBBER BAND PULLED OUT!anyway,remember last yr we exchange homework over the phone during june hols!HAHAHA.so slacky.anyway,u smart ass lah u get top 10.DUN TRY TO SUAN ME I'LL CHOP YR HEAD OFF!jiayou in triple science...not in same class means u wun bully me anymore?LOL!jiayou and BYEBYE!

and thats the end of 206'07!I'LL MISS ALL OF YOU!!!
looking forward to class chalet!
(:

2007-10-24T22:10:00.000+08:00

gah i'm like so bored and there are so little people online cos so many have gone for the leadership camp.):anyway,yesterday's performance was a blast!joanne,yiyang,shirlynn and her friend were there(:gerard said that it was the most meaningful performance,but apparently he also said that the last time so yea.oh and according to kai,the guys weren't suaning me!(:yay!hahaha.mum said i dance until very excited...like very chiong like that.haha.dunnoe wad she really means but yea.chee kang was soooooo cute!but this ACJC guy made him cry before the performance though...cos he likes to hide in this "thingy",then the ACJC guy went to sit at the entrace so it was pitch dark inside.SEE LAH...BULLY SMALL BOY!haha.oh and wei yee was super pissed at joyee,cos apparently she nvr got scolded the F word by a guy before...but i suppose that s cos she's from a girl's school lah.erm...oh and caleb was also very cute!caleb as in the rainbow kid.oh and that STUPID FREAKING SHITTY BLOODY AMANDA was so damn irritating lah can.WTH lah.she has this like super major crush on joyee...and for heaven's sake i wonder wad has THAT gotta do with me.then she keeps rolling her eyes and being so sarcastic to me.like she'll go,HELLO RACHEL,in that DISGUSTING tone.and in the 1st place i dunnoe how she knows my name,but thats NOT the point.SHE IS SO BLOODY IRRITATING I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE IS AUTISTIC WADEVER SHIT LAH CAN.BAHS.anyway,enough abt her lah!the others were ok...cute,simple ppl.(:oh and titia and xue ying taught me the bimbo cheer which is damn fun!OMG.its quite fun being bimbi for like 5 mins u know.LOL.oh once again,we were laughing when tim and joyee did that hula hoop thingy(no offense).andandand,i got such a big shock of my life halfway through "promise of a new day" cos i taught i soptted yashi,and i was right lah.SEE I GOT GOOD EYESIGHT(:then i told wei and sam i think.then at the finale they also saw him...but cannot find kai and darryl.then he point to her,and she point to darryl.they very weird sia.sit so far apart.LOL.and once again,YAY!they din suan me!(:hahaha.i also dunnoe why i'm so happy.weird.guess i'm just bored?LOL.i can't really remember what else happened...oh dinner time!we din eat much cos we were laughing too much.hann bin damn pro lah...laugh until he rolled all over the floor.then he and wei yee went to challenge gym stunts=_=.they keep talking gym talk that no one can understand.HMPH.haha.OH and after "promise of a new day",hann bin started eating two CHOCOLATE cupcakes that his girlfriend bought for.WAH LAO.tempt us with food!HMPH.hahaha.oh for ppl who dunnoe,his girlfriend is from ACJC dance.erm,i dunnoe if i can tell lah...but no one say cannot so yea.anyway they 2 so obvious lorh!HAHAHA.not as if NHDS ppl know her.hahaha.ok i realised i typed one whole chunk of words but i dun care lah.LAZY.

hmmmm,today,pon the floral arrabgement thingy with joanne.then we stayed in 2 toilets.we helped matchmake mr.toilet bowl(cos he has a penis at the bottom)and miss sanitary bin(cos only girl will understand girl).and joanne helped them have sex?lol.I DUNNOE!haha.yea i know this is crazy but we were damn bored luhh.classromm locked somemore.sian.then we went to play tai di until mrs tan found out.think we muct pay fine?lol.heck lah.oh and apparently she told the whole class abt the rainbow centre charity thingy.haha.andandand,i have holiday maths assignment and maths remedial.WTH LAH.):anyway,i dun feel like going for ywac camp,cos its combined with chinese congre...quite gd lah got titia and xue ying and all the other ppl i know...BUTBUTBUT got LIONEL SEOW.LIKE OMG.i dun want history to repeat itself..like church retreat.EEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW...anyway,see how 1st bah.HAIX.

&i bet tommorrow's gnna be another boring day.SIAN.
OH BUT WE'LL KNOW WHAT SUBJ COMBI WE"RE TAKING!(:

2007-10-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

ok...this shall be s pretty serious post.its gnna be abt issues mentioned in someone's blog...yea.

TO XXX:
i hope this post is able to cheer u up and bring u "hope".(:
SMILE MORE DEAR!(:its good for you!

ok dear...based on your post...i know u are confused over love and everything.well i'm here NOT to give any advice watsoever,cos basically i'm not in the least qualified to do so,but i shall voice out my opinions and how i think we should all face this phase of our wonderful adolescence.well...it is a fact that love is a confusing thing.based on wad i know/think,there are different kinds of love.want me to list for you?
-agape love(sacrificial love)
-parent-to-child kind of love
-sibling love
-PUPPY LOVE(the thing we are going through now)
erm...yah.i think thats abt it...so yea.because of the many variations,its makes this whole thing controversial,confusing and all.right now,i guess we should just concentrate on our studies.after all,we ARE inexperienced in matters of the heart.ITS ISN'T FUN TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP.there is bound to be a time when 1 party will get hurt...after all,this feelings probably wun last.if u are thinking abt love at 1st sight,i believe its a CRUSH.cos u are only judging by the person's appearance.as for PRINCE CHARMING,i believe everyone has their own.its whether they find theirs or not.PRINCE CHARMING DOES NOT EQUATE TO PERFECT BOYFRIEND WATSOEVER.prince charming is when u like/love a person NOT just for their gd qualities,but also for their weird habits and all.and dun be so confused over yr feelings cos its just a phase we all face.FA HUA CHI-ING IS PERFECTLY NORMAL DEAR(:there isn't a need to find out yr feelings cos even if u do,wad are u gnna do abt it?even if the feeling is mutual,i think its better to just be friends.after all,a VERY SMALL percentage of ppl last when they stead in sec school yea?MR.J.T. also didn't stead in sec school even though he had a gd impression of his wife.they remained good friends and only got together when they were older and much more mature in their thinking.so yea,dun worry yrself over this lah!(:

ok...next issue.abt that old clique new clique issue.i understand that u feel that sec school is very "fake" and all.but the fact is that ppl change over the years.i'm not saying that we become faker as we get older...but that childhood innosence has to change into maturity for our own good.even if u stay in yr primary school clique,u will face new challenges cos everyone is changing.MAYBE,it'll better cos u guys understand each other already...but there are bound to be new problems u never faced in primary school.perhaps its because yr clique is pretty big and all...or maybe the ppl in yr clique dun really like talking abt their problems cos it makes them feel worse.to you,u think that talking abt it will make u feel better but i guess it doesn't work for everyone.some ppl prefer keeping to themselves.in this case,being observant is very important i guess.wadever it is,i dun think its fair to compare yr present clique with any other clique wadsoever cos everyone is different.i know u have certain expectations of a clique,perhaps,but it doesn't work that way all the time.well,mayve u yrself has changed over the yrs...not that change is bad.i believe i have changed too.for example,in the past,when u are moody and all,yr clique was able to tell and everything,but now,they find u emo and all.well,in the past i believe u had less worries and frustrations.this means that the times when u are moody were less as compared to now.this gives yr friends time to realise how u are like.however,now,perhaps u are moody more often,and yr friends are not given enough time to understand u enough to know how to deal with it.this also makes them frustrated and "class" u as emo and all.well...wadever it is,it isn't fair to compare...i know u meant no harm,but i believe it hurts yr friends when u do this,becase EVERYONE IS UNIQUE,and comparrison will only make ppl feel inferior.

ok...last issue.the thing abt dreams and all.well dreams are there as a motivation to us.thats also probably hoe science and technology came abt.i shall not crap abt that cos i realised that this is a long post so yea.well,dun be disheartened.why dun u make a deal with yr mum.like if u score well for examinations or test or soemthing that as a treat she let u learn something u like.u should also tell her the good thing abt learning that thing.NOT JUST THAT U LIKE IT.but how it can help u and all...cos i think she doesn't allow because she thinks its of "no use" even if u learn it.on the other hand,it maybe its because of money matters.as such,u could either save money to pay for the lessons yrself...after all YOU are the one who wants to learn it.or u can try to find the cheapest course available.

well...i dunnoe if wad i mentioned is right...but wadever it is,i hope u feel less frustrated now.SMILE DEAR!(:

2007-10-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

2dae...muscles ached ALL OVER):
and i miss my bestie...
and many many many other ppl!
i was moody last night...
and this morning
+the horrible weather...
so i slept practically for the whole day.(:
I LIKE SLEEPING.
ok that was random...
oh and i watched kids central...
sonic X was kinda nice i guess...
kinda cute...
other than that,SIIIIAAAANNN
watching anime now...
i feel sooooooo bored...
HAIZ.
wanna talk to SOMEONE(AHEM) badly...
but ar...4get it lah.heh.
koped quiz from jelly teddy(:
last time he kope from me...now i kope back!
hahaha

[ ]You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]You are in love
[x]You have your own room.
[x]You own a cell phone.
[ ]You have an ipod/ mp3/mp4 player.
[x]Your parents are still married.
[x]You have more than 1 best friend.
[ ]There is a swimming pool in your
backyard.

T 0 T A L: 4

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more
than once a week.
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in
your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You NEVER cry more than twice a
month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the
music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.

T 0 T A L: 4

TO T A L S O F A R: 08

[x] You have over 50 friends on
friendster.
[ ] You have over 500 friends on
friendster.
[ ] You have over 1000 friends on
friendster.
[ ] You have pictures on friendster.
[ ] Your parents let you have a
friendster.
[x] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[x] You look forward to going
to school.
[x] You don't wish you were someone
else.
[x] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.

T 0 T A L: 6

T O T A L S O F A R: 14

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your
mom.
[ ] You are happy with your
appearance.
[ ] You have never gotten a
failing grade in your life.
[x] You have many friends.

T 0 T A L: 2

T O T A L S O F A R: 16

[x] You know what is going on in the
world.
[x] You care about many people.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5
songs.
[ ] You dont have any enemies.
[ ] You are a generally nice person.(im in no position to judge)

T O T A L :5

TOTAL OVERALL:21

Count your numbers and multiply by 3.
you are 63% happy!

wow!better than i had expected!
LOL!
hhhmmm...shall see if there's any other quiz to do...

ok...fine so there isn't.HMPH.
anyway,gtg...
though i slept all day...
i still can't use the laptop till very l8...):

BYEBYE EARTH!HELLO DREAMLAND!

2007-10-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging lately...
LAZY.hah.
so let me backtrack...

fri...

DANCEDANCEDANCE!!!(:
we made lao shi angry though):
not really US...more of the erm...NO OFFENSE,sec 3s...
cos they PON
like OMG and WTH
WHY WOULD THEY WANNA PON DANCE LAH?!
anyway,wadever it is...no point typing so much abt that cos neither of them come here...HEH.so now,we MIGHT not be able to dance chingay.ok,fine.actually...we ALREADY can't dance chingay.but i'm hopeful and i'm praying lah ok...other than that,i pretty much enjoyed dance,AS USUAL.haha

sat...

went to church and played captain's ball!
it was fun...
but abel was annoying...VERY annoying
IF U DUNNOE,DUN ASK ME ABT IT COS I'M NOT TELLING.
but i think diane blogged abt it lah.HEH.ITS NOT FUNNY):
anyway,other than that,it was fun lah.
siran kept falling off the chair...cos of joel.
HAHAHA.
and kai also fell i think...heh.can't remember.
after that,had dinner with siran and spent an hour zi high-ing at the mrt station!
LOL.we did all sorts of stupid stuff...
like playing with fats...
and had a NICE CHAT(:
nice chat=talked abt nice stuff!
ok that was random.
haha...so thats it for sat i guess...

sun...

which is ystd?
went to church as usual...
aft that went to tiong to have lunch with the gals...
cos siran went back to australia this morning):
and the boys ar...
they were supposed to come with us,
then in the end they pangseh us and went to Plaza...
=_=
yasushi says dunnoe
darryl says got other stuff to do
RRRIIIGGGGHHHTTT...
ah heck care lah!
haha
aft that,went back to church to practice for the charity dance...
speaking of which,lingyuan my TAALLLLIIIEEE,and SHIRLYNN(: are going!
xm and family maybe(:
the rest can't though..
haha...oh well,nvm lah!(:
after dance i felt sooooooo tired
cos of muscle ache and blue-black...
OH ANDANDAND...the 2 ACJC guys went...
and i realised that 1 of them was an ex-NHDS DANCER!!!
like OMG lah!
and he is damn strong!
he lift me like soooooo HIGH lah!
and i thought i was HEAVY u know...
LOL.
so that abt all for sun(:

MON...

which is today...
had dance cos today no school
HARI-RAYA holiday(:
whole body ached of cos...
bt its part and parcel of it all lah.
my bruise kinda expanded in size...heh
anyway...hopefully i dun DIE 2moro!
haha...
next prac is on sat...
then we CHIONG to ywav
hahaha
oh and we finished the whole dance today...
hope i danced well(:
oh and XIE XIE XINYI JIE JIE!!!
i 4got that 12am is the next day so i missed the due date for the submission of subject combi....then i couldn't get to the web...so i asked xinyi.and i realised i didn't need to type the "www" in front!
wwwweeee!
so here are my options(:

1)physics,chem,elec hist,lit
2)bio(like OMG),chem,elec hist,lit
3)triple science(OMGOMGOMG),elec hist

HOPE,PRAY i get my FIRST choice(:
so yea...i gtg shower now...
I STINK
hahaha

SMILE(:

2007-10-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

i'm bored...there's NOTHING to do...BAHS...
I LOVE XINYI'S BLOG!
ITS SO FULL OF QUIZES!!!(:

BLUE IS LOVE
1. Do you like someone?i like MANY people u know...and they like me too(:
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? NOPE.thats a crush silly.
3. Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt? i think so...i dunnoe...

RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone? nopes...
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? me?
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? yepp...TONS OF TIMES...lazy walk mah
4. Is someone mad at you? i dunnoe...ARE YOU?lol.

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name? rachel...
2. What is your career plan for the future?english news caster(:NO LAUGHING.
3. What's your main goal in life? to honour god in wadever i do?
4. Do you want to have children? YEPP!OF COS!

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? YES!(:
2. If you won a million dollar, what would be your first thought? y do i need so much money for?
3. If you could have anything right now what would it be? go on a midnight outing...or date(:SO FUN!

GREEN IS OPINION
1. Lower the drinking age? w8...wads the drinking age?
2. Abortion? NO WAY...ITS A LIFE PPL
3. War? ISN'T PEACE MUCH BETTER
4. Global Warming? its supposed to be a bad thing rite?

PURPLE IS Q&A
Q: How many beds did you lay in today? 3...my bed...parent's bed...sofa bed!
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing? i'm wearing my BLUE nightie!
Q: Name one thing you do everyday? bathe for at least 30 mins?lol.
Q: Is Tom on your friends list?nope.
Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day? my own blog.haha.
Q: Do you have plants in your room? nope...they produce carbon dioxide at night and i dun wanna suffocate...
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now? I'M SICK): oh and i have 2 blisters
Q: Do you own a camera phone? yepp...but its quite lousy...

PINK IS LAST
1. Last movie watched in cinema? The Nanny Diaries
2. Song you listened to? Olympia...the finale of the charity dance(:
3. Person you talked/texted on the phone? talked-siran texted-xuemiao..who din reply me):

GREY IS TODAY
1. What are you doing tonight? use comp...chat with jq and have my beauty sleep(:
2. What are you going to eat? nothing...i ATE porridge...
3. Where are you going to be at 2:00a.m? have my beauty sleep(:

WHITE IS FOR TOMORROW
1. Tomorrow is? a day i get to see BESTIE!
2. Are you looking forward to it? yes...and no...I DUN WANNA SEE MY EOY RESULTS
3. Are you going to laugh? I LAUGH EVERYDAY...if i'm not emo-ing...
4. Who are you going to be with? FRIENDS!
5. Are you single or taken? neither.(:
6. Do you want to change that? MAYBE...(:
7. Do you have a crush? i dunnoe..(:
8. When is your birthday? 25th december...TWO PRESENTS!!!(:haha.jkjk!
9. Are you happy with life at the moment? ITS TOO BORING...I NEED EXCITEMENT!

another quiz to KILL time!(:

1. Where exactly were you at 3:18pm yesterday? vivo...watching The Nanny Diaries
2. How did you get the idea for your Friendster name? I DUN HAVE ONE...
3. What song are you listening to? song from xin hua fang-TV.
4. What color is your phone? black...I LIKE BLACK(:
5. Do you click on pop-ups? WASTE TIME.
6. Do you own an iPod? I WISH...
7. What was the first thing you thought this morning? DO I NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL???
8. Is the person you have a crush on older or younger than you? (:
9. What did you do last night? i only remeber sleeping...and coughing...and vomitting
10. What're you gonna do this weekend? sleep...go church...rott a lil less...
11. What are the last two digits of your phone number? 42
12. What was the last thing that you had to eat? porridge...tasteless to me...
13. Who is the last opposite sex that you hugged? yiyang's arm?at the cinema...I WAS SCARED OF "ALONE" OK...EVERYONE WAS!
15. What do you dislike at the moment? MY THROAT FEELING SORE...AND ITCHY
16. What food are u craving? nothing...
17. What did you dream last night? lying in hospital?
18. What was the last TV show you watched? xin hua fang
19. What is your favorite piece of jewelry? circle earings
20. Name 1 people on your Top Friends: XUEMIAO!(:
21. Do you always lock your door? room door?NAH...
23. Are you on any medication? YES...SADLY
24. What side of the bed do you sleep on? the middle?the sides happen to be full of cuddlies!(:
25. What color shirt are you wearing? i'm wearing a blue nightie!
26. What is your favorite frozen treat? COLD SOBA!(:
27. How many tattoos do you have?NONE.
28. What's your favorite store? tokyo bay!
oh, dont have 29...
30. Who's someone you haven't seen in a while and miss? I'M NOT SAYING(:
31. Who last texted you last night?no one):
32. Do you care what people think about you? yea...a lil
33. Have you ever done something to make trouble? i think so...
34. Where do you wish you were right now? PARTYING AT A CLUB!!!woohoo!
35. What is your font color on AIM/MSN? PINK!
36. Where do you Live? singapore.lakeside to be exact.
37. Have you ever moshed? moshed?i dun think so...wads that?
39. Do you like the person who posted this last? yepp!she's my JIE!
40. Do you know their birthday? xinyi?erm...er...SHIT...haha...can i feel this qns another day?lol.
41. What is the thing that you would most like to change about yrself?my height?
42. What words do you say a lot? HORRENDOUS.
43. What do you smell like right now? me!I LIKE MY SMELL...(:
44. What is your favourite colour? EVERYTHING!(:
45. Do you like mayo? not really...ITS FATTENING!
46. What do you tell yourself when times get hard? i think i cry 1st
47. Would you ever sky dive? OF COS!
48 & 49 missing...
50. Who was the last person you saw with their shirt off? DADDY AND HIS POT-BELLY!
51. Do you enjoy giving hugs? i enjoy recieving them more!
53. Do you own a digital camera? i own 1/3 of it!
54. What celebrities do people say you look like? dun have bah...I HOPE...I LOOK LIKE UNIQUE ME!(:

haha...2 quizes from xinyi JIE JIE's blog!wwweee...so bored...kkaes...gtg...
i got nothing else to say ler!BUHBYE!

COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH

2007-10-08T23:11:00.000+08:00

WWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEE!!!
(: (: (: (: (: (: (:
I'M SMILING!!!
COS I'M VERY HAPPY!!!
COS EOYS ARE OVER...
SUCH A RELIEF LAH!!!
I HATE STUDYING!!!
BUT I ALSO DUN LIKE SLACKING!!!
SO BORING!!!
how?how?how?
felt like going on baby-sitting jobs(:
see if can get 1st bah!
oh and now must concentrate on the rainbow centre charity dance ler!
fri school also got dance...
maybe choreo-ing CHINGAY???
hahahahaha
SO FUN!!!
andandand...the charity thingy hor...
ONG WEI YEE damn pro lah!
she gotta DUET GYM PART with this pro gymmer guy...
anyway,thats for the finale lah!
PEOPLE MUST SUPPORT ME...AND US!
GO WATCH!!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
wwwwwwweeeeeeee...
2moro gnna watch movie with my momma,nicolene and sher-sher!(:
BUT CAN'T TAKE NEOS):
cos i think vivo dun have???
dunnoe lah...
watching THE NANNY DIARIES!(:
oh and went to west mall with xinyi jie,xuemiao(: and wei shannnnyyyy!!!
and we did that xiao-hai-zi keychain thingy!
SO FUN
gah...i'm so childish...i was playing with my imaginary friend...
SSSSHHH...ITS AN OCTOPUS!(:
haha...small that time bored mah...guess it nvr really left me!
came home...SLEEP SLEEP SLEEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!!
haha...
I'M BECOMING A PIG

gah.so bored.quiz quiz!!!

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

You Are A Blue Girl

Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

What Color Girl Are You?

You're Part Diva

You know that a girl's gotta work it to get her way in the world.
And while you aren't about to throw a tantrum at every turn...
You do amp up the drama when you know you need it.
You mix charm, honesty, and kindness to get ahead.

Are You a Diva?

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's Your Personality Type?

ok...time to sleep!haha.NITES!(:
2moro still gotta do blog for that joel ong...LOL.
SEE IF I FEEL LIKE IT BAH!BLEAHX!

2007-10-05T15:01:00.000+08:00

now its time for quizes from blogthings!

You Are Midtown

You love so many things, you don't fit into any one label.
Your city girl persona goes to a fancy restaurant one night and a dive bar the next.

Are You An Uptown Girl or Downtown Girl?

You Are A Girl!

Are you ever serious? Well, you're seriously playful.
And guys are attracted to your girlish spirit and all the fun that follows.
Your girlish, temper, however... well, they could live without that.
Not to worry though, you never stay upset for long. It's off to the next adventure.

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Your Fashion Style is Girly

You dress to look beautiful and show off what you've got
Dresses, skirts, heels... whatever it takes to turn heads
You love feeling like a girl in any setting
Even your workout clothes are cute and feminine!

What Kind of Fashionable Woman Are You?

Your Body Image is 40% Unhealthy, 60% Healthy

You're body image is quite healthy, though you're sometimes a little bit too hard on yourself.
Chances are you've got a rockin' body - so enjoy it!

How's Your Body Image?

You Are 61% Perfectionist

You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others.
While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!

Are You a Perfectionist?

You Are 55% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.
Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?

yepp.i'm done...(:

XM,if u're reading this,PROMISE me we'll still be besties even if we go to different class next year...that we'll still have reccess and lunch together...study together...and hang out together...(:
well then...lets stay besties for LIFE!
AND HAPPY PURSUING OUR DREAMS!(: